Take Care

Chapter 4

Zayns PVO

I was just on my way to my car when I heard a loud crash. OMG. A girl was struck by a car. Before I just could take one more breath, the car which knocked her down continued to drive. Prick. I ran to the girl, and when I gently turned her  around I saw a girl that I had noticed a couple of times ago. I can remember that she was called Nessy and I have seen her several times with a little boy. Even unconscious she looks stunning. A low moan of her was pulling me from my thoughts.Damn it! She needs help!

" Shhhh Shhh! don't be afraid! I ll take you to a hospital! Everything will be alright!" I tried to calm her down, even though I had the feeling that I was more in panic than she was. Her face was pale as she opened her eyes only to close them again a moment later. "I'm fine! I just have to go now. Jamie." she said and she was trying to sit up. I gently stopped her and said : " Come on! Everything is fine! I ll take you to my car and you ll get help!" "No" she was almost screaming. Had I done something wrong? She seemed so weak and full of pain, but there was so much energy in this simple "No" it was like she had to save someones life. " Calm down, darling! Whats wrong?" " I have to pick my little brother, Jamie , up. He's in the nursery school." her voice was just a whisper as she closed her eyes again. Either she was asleep or she had lost concsciousness again.

Five minutes later I was driving in the car, with a girl lying in the back seat, and a little boy right next to me. Her little brother, who is called Jamie, was virtuous waiting infront of a nursery school, near the place of accident. This was the kindest boy I ve ever met. But once he had found his sister in the car, he began to cry and to sob. I tried to reassure him, but I couldnt stop his tears from running down his cheek. I could only imagine how madyl he must love his sister. So I drove with a crying child next to me and an unconscious girl behind me in the car to my uncle, who is a doctor. "Is she now an angel like Mommie and Daddie?!" asked a desperate thin voice next to me. "Please help her". They had lost their parents. She looks gorgeous even if she s violated. It was as if I had always seen the sadness in her eyes, and although it seemed like she was shrouded in this large fragility, she was beautiful. She has lost her parents. That explains the desperation in her eyes.

"No fear my little man! She sleeps a little and she has to rest for a spell! But I will bring her to a doctor and the doctor will help her fast! I tried to sound encouraging but I was also afraid.I dont know this girl! Not yet. But I was sure that I wanted to get to know her. I wanted to take her sadness away. I dont exactly now what it was, but this girl fascinated me. And her fate reminded me so much of my own.

Flashback

I quietly snuck into the house and closed the door as gently as possible behind me. I had spent the night with my gang and hoped that my parents hadnt noticed my absence. Recently, they were  busy with themselves.

I just wanted to run up the stairs, when I noticed that the light in the living room was on. That was really strange. I had no choice, I have to go to them and say that I'm home.

Already mentally prepared for trouble, I entered the living room and saw my father crying. He was sitting on the sofa with my sisters. I do not know what made me more afraid that something bad must have happened, or that my father cried. I had never seen my father cry before. He was the one who taught me to be strongand who to force through on the street . "Where's mum?" my voice failed. Please let her be okay, I embedded in my mind. Nobody in my family was in a position to respond. They only saw me  desperately in the eyes. Then my older sister just shook her head. And right in this second, I knew that things would never be the way they were again. I just couldnt be with them in a room anymore. I stormed out of the house and ran. I just ran away as far as I could. I dont have any memory of this night. The only thing I know is that I had cried a lot and that I was back the at our house the next evening. I cried.I was weak. And I hate being weak. That was the night in which I swore myself to never be weak again.I didnt even know how she died. But I knew that I wasnt there for her. I had left her alone. And that was the fact that I would never forgive myself. The next day I felt numb, I had to be strong now, for my sisters and for my father, who consoled himself with alcohol. My mother had cancer for a long time, but she didnt want to burden us. She had to go through it all alone. My sisters were there for each other and my father had the alcohol. Without my mom I felt so lonely. The only real family I had at that moment was my gang. And even if I knew that my mother had always said they were a bad influence on me, they were there for me.

End of Flashback

With her in my arms, I walked into the doctor's office of my uncle. I knew exactly I knew that he thought low of me, but she needed help and he was the first that came to my sense. Jamie was staying in the waiting room with a friendly older lady and I told him that he could just paint something for his sister. He was still not reassured, but it seemed to calm him down that his sister was in the hands of a doctor now. What a poor boy. So young and he has already lost so many people. I carried Nessy in the treatment room and told my uncle what had happened.

"Is that your girlfriend my boy?" He asked me. "No I do not know her" "Ok, I have given her a goofball, and it looks as if she has a heavy brain concussion and bruises at the ribs, but it is not that dramatic. We should inform her parents "" Her parents are dead, "I said, and my throat was dry. She looks so peaceful although she had  to experience so much pain. "Ok, I will contact the youth welfare office -" "-No," I interrupted him, "it's complicated, but she has a little brother and I think it's better if the youth welfare office is not involved. I'll bring them home, and I'll take care of her. And to her brother. "I didnt know why but for some reason I felt accountable for her perhaps because I didnt had the chance to be there for my mother when she needed me. "Zayn, I dont want to attack you or anything, but do you really think that you can take that much responsibility? I mean recently you were not exactly the most dutifully person ... "" I will take care of her, I promise. " And this promise should change my whole life.

Hey guys!

At the end of every chapter I ll leave a note of a song, i really like . I try to chose some notes who fit in the chapter!

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  I could use a dream or a genie or a wish

To go back to a place much simpler than this

Cause after all the partyin’ and smashin’ and crashin’

And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion

And all the pandemonium and all the madness

There comes a time where you fade to the blackness

And when you’re staring at that phone in your lap

And you hoping but them people never call you back

But that’s just how the story unfolds

You get another hand soon after you fold

And when your plans unravel

-Airplanes-