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❌Depression❌

Waring's:self harm,depression,body dysmorphia
Y/N 's pov: When I saw myself in mirror it all came back to me the bullys telling how fat and worthless I was in highschool,cutting was the only thing I had back then,and right now I want to do that Colson won't be back from the studio til 8 that gives me time since it was only 7:00pm I went to were I had been hiding my blade all these years take it careful I sat infornt of the mirror tears began to fall 1,cut,2,cut,3,cut,4,cut,5,cut I start at myself in the mirror how can Colson love someone as ugly and worthless as me

Colson's Pov: finally done at the studio all I wanna do now is go home and cuddle with my wonderful girlfriend y/n I walk in and don't see y/n so I yell y/n,darling,baby,love then I heard a sob coming for our room I panic start right a away and run to our bedroom to y/n staring at yourself in the mirror tears down her face cuts on your arm and a blade ,I was in shock for a minute ,and then I run over to y/n pulling into my lap I rub her back lightly we sat in silence for a little while until I sighed baby why didn't you tell you felt like this?,"I didn't want you to worry,and I want to be a burden"
She says tears brimming at the corner of her eyes I hug her tightly you are the most important thing to and you are never a burden y/n she smile through tears and I kiss her cheek I'm gonna get some suff to tend to your cuts I say she nods,I slip the blade away with me once I got the bathroom I flashed that blade
grabbing the stuff I need to tend to y/n's wounds I walk back into our bedroom setting the stuff on a nightstand and helping y/n off the floor and on to the bed warning her that it may sting for putting peroxide on the cuts, she flinches a little bit I just try to smile reassuringly she smile back then I banged the cuts I look at her lovely please tell me what brought this on
" memories,me being fat,and ugly"
Love you aren't any of those things but it's going to take awhile for you to love yourself and that's okay we all need time to learn to love ourselves until then I'm just going to spoil you with love she smile tears at corners of her eyes,come love let's go to bed I say tucking her under the covers,she cuddled into and I hummed the lyrics of bloody valentine til we both fell asleep
I finally update and its a longer one to!yay I'm getting ideas again so there hopefully there will more updates faster thank you for reading theses it means a lot to me ily~Reb🪐🧷🖤