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alejandro: reality 2
my body collapsed on top of hers feeling empty inside. she laid on the hospital bed with my dried up tears on her.
"i'm so sorry"
my breathing was unsteady from all the crying i've been doing. ive never cried and i've experienced a lot of things in life. but this pain was unbearable. i lost the two people that ever loved me. even though one of them wasn't even born, i already knew i wouldve love them with all my heart.
"i'm so stupid"
i first saw y/n at school freshman year. i had the biggest crush on her and when she finally said yes to be my gf, my heart filled with joy. i made sure she wasn't ever going to leave me. and i took it too far. my anger and jealously took advantage causing me to kill her.
even though i hurt her so badly she always seemed to love me back.
i walked out the hospital to notice that it was pouring rain outside. i felt my phone vibrate in my pocket to see my mother plastered over the screen. i picked up the phone putting it to my ear
"hello?"
"alejandro are you ok?"
i stayed quite letting my hair and clothes get soaked in the rain
"ale?"
"it's my fault"
"no it's not ale you're-"
"i killed her!" i yelled
she stayed silent.
"she was the only one who cared for me and i killed her!"
"ale calm down-"
"No! it's my fault." i sobbed
"it's ok mijo maybe she wasn't the one"
"she was the only one made for me. you cant tell me she isn't"
"there's lots of other girls out there in the world not just her"
"but i dont want them. i want her."
"ik but you'll find someone who will love you like her"
"i never will"
the phone went dead as i hang up. i walked all the way home not noticing that i was crying. wet clothes and puffy red eyes were all you could see from me. i didn't seem to have any emotion but i was slowly dying on the inside.
i fell to my knees feeling myself give up. just the thought of her made me go insane. just the thought of building a family was making me insane. i had a chance of starting a family and to be loved but i threw it all away not thinking about the consequences.
i came to a point where i couldn't take it anymore. going into my room i took out my gun pointing it to my head. i closed my eyes feeling my wet cheeks start to dry up.
next to the bed was a picture of her and i. i smiled seeing how happy we were. how happy she was. without hesitation, i pulled the trigger falling to my death. i lastly died with a smile and not a frown just thinking of my two angels that were waiting for me up in heaven. and i was right. instead of facing reality, i took myself out of it.
