anime one-shots

AOT [angst/ no ship]

Attack on titan
Readers dead sister

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"Hey sorry...i..guess i forgot how to make the banana bread, do i pour in the flour first? Or the water and then the flour.."

She sat on her knees while tears brimmed her eyes 'i forgot how to make banana bread' she frowned as many thoughts filled her head, memories, ideas, rememberance. She was standing over a grave on a cloudy day, how ironic' she thought, you would only ever read of scenarios like these through romance novels, she sniffled before taking her hands out of the warm pockets of her coat before grabbing the red roses that were tucked under her arms, slowly, she crouched down onto the dry soiled ground before beginning with unwrapping the roses out of it's protective plastic, she was frowning while trying to pathetically keep her tears in as she fumbled with her task, finally having the plastic fully opened she looked up and at the little hole in the ground that was made especially for flowers, she reached for it and gently took out the withered roses that she had placed in last week, she placed them down next to herself before grabbing the fresh new roses and tucking them inside the hole, then as to not leave any unnecessary trash behind, she picked up the withered roses and placed them onto the opened plastic that lay on the ground like an open blanket and rolled them up before standing up, she stared with a blanked gaze at her tombstone, then she decided she would vent to her, she sighed before crouching back down, followed the sound of plastic crunching to let her know that it won't be silent "so.." She lowered her gaze to the name engraved onto the stone.

Entering first person;

"how is it up there? Are you even in heaven? Heh, remember that one time you bullied me and i told you that there would be a special place for people like you in hell?" I joked but a part of my heart pinched "it was so nice having you around, i mean, you've been with me all of my life so being here doesn-" i stopped abruptly because my voice was wavering, followed by my eyes tearing up "what happened?" I asked brokenly "why are you dead? I don't understand?" I sobbed while tears streamed down my face "i swear it-" i gasped inwards while sobbing "..was just yesterday that we were up late making soup in the kitchen" i covered my mouth with my free hand while sobbing, so many things were going through my head making me start sobbing again "i don't know what to do.." I sobbed into my hand "i literally don't know what to do anymore, i'm so alone!" I squeaked with more tears falling down my face, i attempted to wipe some away but it just caused a messy wet mess "do you wanna know what i thought when they told me you were dead? I didn't believe it? I didn't fucking believe it, because i knew you were safe in our home with the doors and windows locked, i knew you were in the room we shared-" the last fact must have hit me harder because i fell onto my knees and had slammed my forehead on the ground, the plastic was clutched hard in my grip "i swear i didn't believe it but- when i saw our home i had doubt, and then i didn't hear from you, and your body was never recovered and i could only think of one way to why that would be" i sniffled and felt like i had calmed down a little bit so i lifted my head from the ground and just sat on my legs with my hands on my lap, fumbling with the plastic "i wish i can avenge you but i'm not strong, i'm not strong like corporal levi, so i can't-" i decided to just shutup, i sniffled and looked up at her name, i got up and dusted my pants off of any dirt before standing up straight and backing away slowly "i'll be back again tomorrow, until then i'll try to remember how we made bread" i said and turned to walk down the aisle with many other tombstones on the sides towards the exit.

A/n sorry for not uploading consistently, i'm thinking of changing my style of writing, i'll explain more once i've done it or not.