Rebelgirl you are the queen of my world

Morphine

"Rin! Rini!"

The loud voice of my little sister rips me out of my thoughts.

"What?"

"Look!"

She shoves me her dinner plate in my face.

"A rice heart!"

"How nice..."

I continue to poke around in my food while I get lost in my thoughts again.
I can't stop thinking about her.
The way she rolls her eyes or how she licks the papes of her cigs.
Everything about her is just so... captivating.

"Are you okay, Rintarou?"

My mom looks worried.

"Yeah I'm just tired. Practice was hard today."

She continues talking about something but I can't focus on what she's telling me.
It's wednesday evening and I still haven't build up the courage to text Maiko.
Maiko... Maiko.

Eventually I'm done eating and put the dirty dishes away.
I go in my room and see that the twins texted me.

Pisshair:
y'all wanna play sum?

Samu:
Ye

Me:
aight

I put on my headset and open discord.

"WASSS UUUUP"

"God Atsumu shut the fuck up!"

Osamu is already annoyed as hell.

"Okay lameass!"

"Yo, Suna? Did you text Hayami yet?"

"NO WAY! You have her number and didn't tell me? What kind of asshole friend are you?!"

"I'm not your friend, Pisshair."
I say in the most emotionless voice possible.

Osamu laughs and Atsumu mumbles something under his breath.

"So did you?"

"Eh no."

"WHAT? It only gets worse and worse with you man! No wonder you never get laid!"

"Atsumu when was your last relationship? Oh right you never had one."

"Doesn't mean I don't get bitches!"

"You literally have piss hair, Tsumu. You never get laid so stop acting like it."

"On another note, you're acting skills are terrible anyways."
Osamu points out.

We both laugh and Atsumu disconnects.

"Bruh."

"Now back to business... stop being a fucking pussy, dude!"

I can hear the door in Osamus room getting swung open and Atsumu shouting something.
Then some loud noises I can't quite identify and then Osamu also disconnects.
I laugh wishing I was there to film their fight.
Then I pick up my phone and look at Maikos contact.
Don't be a pussy, Rintarō.