"Rose Petals" Underfell Sans x Frisk

21 "Shower Thoughts"

 "Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there's no one above you
Fill my heart with gladness
Take away my sadness
Ease my troubles, that's what you do."

– Van Morrison, "Have I Told You Lately" lyrics 

Frisk's POV

I rubbed my arms softly as Toriel showed up and took me back to her place so I could shower and change. My hair was up in a messy bun as it was snarled horribly. I didn't have anything I needed with me to keep myself presentable.

I sighed quietly walking up the stairs going into my old bedroom. She kept some of my clothes here and anything I didn't bring with me when I moved out.

Walking into the bathroom, I pulled my hair up slowly making it into a tighter bun. I started the shower as I quickly undressed and walked in.

A soft sigh left my mouth as I closed my eyes letting the hot water hit my face running down my body. Taking away all of that stress I was carrying on my shoulders. Everything that has been going on was just so much for someone like me...I know my soul couldn't handle much more of it. And I fear it could break or shatter any minute. 

I opened my eyes staring at the wall frowning, Fell needed out of there. And soon..it could kill us both if he stays in there any longer. I know it was messing with his head slowly each day. At a point, he wouldn't even hug me or hold my hand. He would pull away or push me away every time I got close to him. 

I know he isn't used to being comforted when needed. But it hurt me deep down when he pushed me away every time I tried to get close to him when he wasn't thinking straight. 

I frown shutting the water off stepping out of the shower wrapping the towel around me tightly looking at myself in the mirror. Dark circles under my eyes, I looked super tired, and I haven't eaten that much the past few weeks. I didn't want Fell to know I was suffering so I would put makeup on under my eyes or force myself to eat something small in front of in. So he wouldn't have to worry about me. 

I quickly dried off and got dressed walking out of the bathroom to my old bedroom grabbing a bag. I had to go over to his place in a few minutes to grab some more clothes for me to change into while I stayed with him at the hospital. 

I sigh repacking my bag up getting ready...

Tonight is gonna be a very long night for me and Fell...

-Kyler Lynn

Until then, I'm sorry it's so short. I'm having a hard time kinda right now, but I will write as much as I can!

Thank you for reading <3