If I'm being quite honest you never were really gone, not until that day.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>November, 30th, 1996, alone
I woke up like usual, I got up showered and got dressed. I slide on my suit jacket and my converses. I walked down the stairs to see the meeting table. "And." I asked as Peter stepped forward. "We couldn't find her my lord.." he muttered as I pulled out my wand. "Crucio." I spoke as he dropped to the floor screaming in pain
"When I say find her, I mean find her!" I shouted as they got back up and searched for her once more.
I tucked my wand back in my pocket as I noticed the boys weren't sitting there anymore they usually sit with us. I walked outside to be met with all of the boys sitting on a bench, pacing a blunt as they talked. "Why are we even talking about our sister." Max said as he laughed "all I'm saying is Ana probably railed Hermione one night." Theo said as they all burst into laughter. "And she enjoyed it." I added as they all looked at me, all five of them.
They fell into laughter more and more, the only thing that was missing was her yelling at me on how bad smoking was. I could almost hear it "Anamorphia Lestrange smoking can kill you you know that!!" My mind yelled for her.
I grabbed the blunt placing it in between my lips, inhaling the chemicals. I let the smoke drip out of my nose.
"How you been?" Jaxon asked me as I sat down next to them. "Somewhat ok." I answered as I stared at the tree. He handed me the blunt again and I smoked it for another few minutes until I decided it was time for me to go.
I got up and walked away from them. I walked into the woods, the snow crunching at my feet. I smiled as I had saw her running around jumping and rolling in the snow, sadly it was just the weed.
"No I love this song!" She argued as I reached to turn it off, "I'll be sick!" I argued back I laughed as she snorted which caused us to laugh harder.
I cried as I thought of how I could be a better wife to her. I had put my headphones in and hit shuffle as the song started playing I had realized what song it was.
"What is this?" She asked as I turned it up "darling your so pretty it hurts!" I sung along with the song as I danced around with her as she slowly started to like it.
I quickly skipped it and let the music just play. Regardless of the amount of times we fought because I never knew how to properly love her we still found a way to be happy.
It was getting colder and colder I could practically see my breath in the cold. I heard a familiar voice "Ana!" I yelled as I turned around frantically to see no one I looked around and still no one, If I'm being honest I was getting a bit scared. "Who's there!" I yelled as I stumbled around. And then he emerged from the woods "Ron?!" I said confused as he stood there "I- i need advice.." he muttered as I brought him to a close log and we both sat down.
"What?" I asked him as I watched him draw something with a stick in the snow, "harry, Hermione, and I had gotten in a fight and I- don't know what to do.." he mumbled as I looked at him, "one Ronald, go back and apologize, two, Hermione can be as mad as she wants I'll end up calming her down anyway, three, Harry'll be fine." I told him as he looked at me. His vision almost meeting mine. "I- I saw the mark you gave her... one night we um fucked..." he spoke up as he stood up I joined him. "Once! It was just once!" He defended himself as I punched him square in the face.
"It's a beautiful mark innit? I hate her indeed I do most days, but that doesn't give you a excuse to fuck her, hurt her, or lay your hands on her. That's my job if I want. If anyone's to threaten her existence it's me." I say as I lean down to his vision, my coffee breath lingering in his face. I then proceeded to turn around and walk.
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Fanfic'I was just starting to love you' -I do not condone anything about suicide or rape - (READ PLEASE!): this story contains G!P later in the story, drug abuse, rape, alcohol use, smoking use, self harm and mention of, an overdose, violence, foul lang...