I replayed every little thing leading up to that night in my head over and over again wishing I could change it all everytime.
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I woke that day with Hermione not in my arms anymore I looked around to find her and all I found was myself. I got up and walked to the showers sleepily once I got in there I shut the door behind me.
Turned on the steaming hot shower and examined myself in that fucking mirror. "Who are you. Hurting people and to what end just for pussy?" I tell myself as I take off my shirt and then my shorts and I walk in the shower the hot water running down my body dripping from my hair to my face then to my feet.
I stand under the water for a minute letting it tingle me and make me feel warm and clean.
I hear the door open I don't wanna peak out of the curtain it's probably just someone who forgot their book bag.
I hear clothes drop to the floor and I see Hermione walk in the shower shyly as if she hasn't seen my body before.
"Granger? Can I help you." I ask the girl as I wipe the water off my face.
She said nothing fucking nothing "pathetic.." I whisper under my breath as I was about to leave she hugs me tightly. "Fuck do you want granger use your words." I tell her and she said faintly "you.."
I've had about enough this is to much for me right now I don't even wanna face anyone at all today.
If your wondering why I'm so angry my mother wrote me wanting me to go to 'Malfoy Manor' with draco when school ends that's in two fucking weeks so no.
Why would I even go I know no one there but Draco and probably just my mother.
So no I'm not going. I push her off me and walk out grabbing the towel as I wipe it across my face in slight anger and annoyance.
I wrap it across my body and walk out of there slamming he door behind me causing the girl to jump slightly.
I stand in the room and slowly get dried. The soaking wet girl come out of the bathroom and lays on her bed propping herself up with her arms. "What Ana do you not want this anymore?" She says as she opens her legs slightly.
"For gods sake Hermione we were never a thing to begin with anyway!" I tell her as I throw the towel on my bed as I stand there in my underwear and bra.
"Then come fuck me you wuss!" She yells at me and for a minute I almost gave in. Forget it.. I walk to the girl who's laying on the bed. She sits up as I walk to her and my palm collided with her cheek once more. I walk over to my shirt and start buttoning it I slide my skirt on and my robe. "Get dressed bitch." I tell Hermione as I grab my phone and slide it in my robe pocket and grab my bag then leave slamming the door behind me.
As I was walking to leave the common room I heard the girl curse at me. At this point I don't care two weeks away and I'm probably gonna be fucking dead.
I walk to the great hall as I reply to my mothers message.
Mother: I would like if you came to malfoy manor with draco Malfoy this summer I believe he's in your grade?
Me: why should I, I only know you and Draco so why should I go.
Mother: so you can meet your aunt and uncle and some friends of mine. So enough said I already had narcissa send Draco a owl that he's bringing you.
Me: aren't you supposed to be in azkaban mommy dearest.
I sent off one last text and ignore all of the messages from her for today.
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Motion sickness (18+) Hermione Granger [DISCONTINUED?]
Fanfiction'I was just starting to love you' -I do not condone anything about suicide or rape - (READ PLEASE!): this story contains G!P later in the story, drug abuse, rape, alcohol use, smoking use, self harm and mention of, an overdose, violence, foul lang...