Jolt Kick Phenomenom [BVB + other bands]

Chapter 8- August 29th

I got up out of bed and walked towards my front door. I turned the handle confused on who it could be. I slowly opened the door to see Sanders standing on my porch with a red rose in his hands. I stared at him waiting to hear what he had to say. "Cady, I-"

He stopped talking, but why? Oh... He was staring at the big band aid on my wrist. "Oh..." Is all I manage to get out before grabbing my arm and putting it behind my back.

He threw the flower on the ground and stepped in my house. I don't know what to say. I'm stupid, a monster, crazy even. Right then he grabbed my body and tried kissing me, but I pulled away crying. "Please don't." I whispered.

"Why not? I love you. I didn't mean to hurt you. I didn't want to hurt you. Sometimes I just think with my dick that's all. Lex is hot, but you're different. You're beautiful. I've never felt like this before. I just want to sit on the couch with you for hours cuddling and watching cheesy romance movies." I let out a small giggle.

"You know I hate cheesy romance movies." I said smiling. Ugh. How could I not resist being with him? He's not perfect, obviously, but he's the closest anyone has ever come.

I walked closer to him and pulled him into a hug. I pulled away, but he didn't let go. I touched my forehead to his. My heart was racing and he pressed his lips against mine. It was beautiful.

"Ick! Get a damn room!" My brother shouted. I didn't even notice Sal was on the couch the entire time...

We both pulled our faces away and just laughed. He was still holding me. I grabbed his hand and dragged him into my bedroom. I threw him on my bed and pounced on top of him. I wanted more.

We laid on my bed making out. He slipped his hand up my shirt, but I wasn't ready.. My heart was racing again but this time it wasn't because of excitement it was because I was afraid. I pushed his chest down and got off of him. I sat on the bed crying. Bawling my eyes out. "What's wrong? Was it something I did?"

I couldn't say anything. I just shook my head no. What the hell is wrong with me? I've been waiting for this and what do I do? I cry. I wanted to cut again. Even more. Sanders held me in his arms.

After a few minutes, I stopped crying and sat straight up next to him on my bed. "Sorry... I really like you, but this is just going way too fast.."

He put his hand gently on my leg and spoke, "It's fine. I'm not in any rush."

Sanders POV

I held Cady while she was crying... What did I do wrong? Was it me? I'm such an idiot. I have to make this up to her somehow. I hate seeing her like this. It makes me sad and angry. Angry at who? Maybe myself or maybe that ass hole that tried raping her.

In the middle of my thoughts, Cady pushed herself off of me. I didn't want to let her go, but I had to. She sat next me. I was waiting for her to say something. She took a deep breath, "Sorry... I really like you, but this is just going way too fast..."

I put my hand on her thigh. Not in a sexual way, but comforting, "It's fine. I'm not in any rush."

Just then I got a text. It was from Jay.

TEXT CONVO

JAY: Dude where are you?

SANDERS: Not a good time!

JAY: LOL did I just cock block?

SANDERS: no -_- listen, me and Cady will b there in a few.

END OF CONVO

Cady look puzzled, "who was that?"

"Oh, it was just Jay. Everyone's at Scarlett's house. He wants to sort everything out about the concert."

She smiled, "Oh! How could I forget?? Okay let's go now!"

I smiled back grabbing her arm, "wait! I think you might want to fix your make up."

Her eyeliner was spread all over her face. I laughed. Not in a mean way, but I though it was cute and kinda hot.

CADYS POV

My smile disappeared as I looked in the mirror. I looked horrid. My eye liner was everywhere and somehow it got on my neck..

I shrugged my shoulders, "I'll just take it all off." I said with confidence.