Chapter 39

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1 day later jadens POV
I woke up in my bed with the biggest headache ever. I remember I was drunk but I don't remember what I did while I was drunk. Y/n wasn't next to me, she's probably in her own bed. I look at the clock and it's noon. I go down stairs and into the kitchen,  no one noticed me. I grab a new bottle of vodka and go to my room. I take a drink of it and set it down then Imake a TikTok doing the skrrt dance. I post it. Then I continue to down the vodka, I was wasted again. I text y/n and ask where she at. She texted back and said bryces room. I walk down the hall to his room. I walk in with the bottle in hand again.
"Not again" y/n says
"Jaden 2 days in a row" Bryce says
"Stop, I'm not drunk. I'm sober" I say slurring my words
"Jaden-" y/n starts to say
"Even if I was drunk which in not, you shouldn't care. I'm loving my life to the fullest, you should live yours to the fullest, because you don't now how much time you have left, but we both know that's more than I do" I said while slowly slurring my words struggling a lot.
"Jaden it's ok to be sad and-" y/n says but I cut her off again
"No, none of this sappy, sad bullshit. I'm not sad, I'm happy. My life couldn't be any better right now" I stated trying not to cry or breakdown. I tend to ether be emotional, flirty or blackout while drunk. 
"You bud, you can cry" Bryce said
"I'm not gonna cry ok, like I said I'm- im- happy o- ok" I said about to cry
Y/n goes up to hug me
"No" I push her off me
"I'm not gonna breakdown and cry.  *I down some more vodka* I'm ok" I say than walk out

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