Gloria told Luke that I have anxiety and depression. No shît. Was all I thought when I heard her say that, it's not like we didn't already know. Luke brought me to the car and didn't say a word through the car ride. I turned on the radio and that song came on. All Apologies by Nirvana. This was our song, our memory. I could feel the tears streaming down my face, I could hear my heart pumping, I felt my hands shaking and sweating. My chest tightened to the point where I couldn't breathe, I was having a panic attack. Luke swerved the car to the side and turned off the radio. He turned to me and all I saw in his eyes was panic, he had no idea what to do. He did the only thing he knew that would calm me down, he hugged me and sang. I knew that his shirt would be stained with tears after I let go of him, but I just couldn't stop crying.
*FLASHBACK*
"I love this song!" Was the first thing that came into my mind. Michael chuckled and grabbed my hand and lead me to the dance floor. We slowed danced to the song, it was awkward since Michael wasn't too sure on where to put his hands. When the song was over, Michael picked me up bridal style and took me outside. The first thing I saw was tons of stars covering the dark blue sky. I was completely fascinated by the way the stars seemed to twinkle all at once. I noticed Michael staring at me I turned to Michael and he pulled out a ring. A promise ring. "I know this is cheesy but we've been in love since we were 13. I want you to promise to love me forever and I'll love you twice as much" It was short but it meant the world to me. I let him put the ring on my finger, I pulled him into a tight but comfortable hug. When I looked behind him I saw a shooting star, I heard all apologies playing in the background. The night was perfect and I wouldn't trade it for anything.
*FLASH BACK OVER*
I just wish I was in your arms, not
Lukes.
