FLORAISON

Chapter-11》

/**Hi Everyone! I am so sorry for being MIA for the last couple of months. Writing can be exhausting and self revealing. When I started this, I had no idea how important it would become to me and as student I felt I should concentrate more on my studies and it was all complete mess in my head. I took some time off to ponder on my future and everything else. I still haven't figured anything out yet. The thing is Writing is scary, honest, it is addictive and it is beautiful. It opens a whole world of possibilities, conversations and a huge escape from reality which is then really terrifying. I am terrified, vulnerable and in pieces like the story in my mind but this is something that I have never experienced before. So I hope that all of you stick by me in my journey to understand myself and Avya and all the other characters that I might bring to the table in future. And I hope I do, I really do. This has been one hell of an experience.

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Its dark, that silent deep darkness which lets you know that feeling of loneliness but then a light shines on me, much like a spotlight, a spotlight on me. I stare at the source and it seems familiar and confortable. As I stare into it, my alarm goes off. I never had a dream so wierd and comforting but its time for reality now.

Its 7:00 in the morning already and my official 2nd day to school. Today will be another great day, I know it.

I check my phone for messages and guess what.. I have a tonne of them. I kinda just go through all the texts without opening them, and accept some of the follow requests on Instagram.

"You up Avu?" Mum calls me out from the dining as she is about to leave for her school.

"Yes Maa.. Morning"

"I'm leaving, remember to take your lunch and have your breakfast on time, Byee" She makes a flying kiss gesture from across the hall to me as she leaves with Ananya.

"Okayyy... Byee Maa, Bye Anu" I make waving gestures and then again lay back on my bed.

Peace;

So 2nd Day..

A lot more students are present today compared to last day and you know what a lot more people have joined BEHS from WLEC than I thought. I spotted Chaya and Harsha from my old school group. We almost met after 4 months since I just joined social media, I had no way of being in contact with my friends from WLEC and it was not like any of them cared enough to actually meet-up with me. Its like school ended, and everyone just moved on like it was another chapter for them.

I also met Soumyadeep another fellow WLECIAN and one of the best musicians I have ever known was also sitting behind my place with Raghav who was apparently very happy to find a friendly male face in the crowd.

When I first entered the class I noticed there was a tall boy standing over our desk and deeply engrossed in a conversation with Soumya. He seemed interesting and I wondered whether he was person she was talking about yesterday.

I waved at Soumya and Shivani and they both together tapped the empty space behind them indicating that I will be sitting in middle again.

The boy Soumya was talking to was now sitting in the front with a few more people who were yesterday sitting in the back with Yug. And now we are on Yug.. He is no where to be seen!!

Is he not coming to school today? Does Soumya know?? Should I ask her? Will it be awkward? I probably shouldn't hint people onto things that are not really there...
If there is nothing then why are fucking scared to ask about him. He is just your classmate. Seriously???
Uggghhh.. I am overthinking again! STOP!!