I sat there as I stared at the blank wall feeling numb and empty inside I didn't understand what was going on with me I couldn't feel anything no emotions at all I felt cold hearted
It was strang cause I didn't normally act like this isn't me at all everybody was worried about me and stormi wouldn't even come near me cause she's scare what was going on with me so I need heels or something
Travis: Bella you good
He said as he interrupting my thoughts while walking into the room
Travis: you cool
Me: yea
Travis: you sure
Me: yes Travis
Travis: what going on with you your acting so different you don5 even spend time with stormi
Me: she doesn't want me
Travis: because your acting scary your literally acting like a psychopath your scary your daughter , she's even scared to see her face in the mirror because she looks like you
After hearing that I completely broke down crying and shaking out of control I felt like I was dying as I was sitting up with my head down on my lap I have now failed as a mother completely my child is scared of herself because of me
I started to hyperventilate and my chest started to hurt with every breath I took soon my vision started getting blurry and soon my hearing was getting messed up
Travis was trying to talk to me but all I heard was mumbling and then I blacked out that was the last thing I remember before waking up in a random hospital bed with stormi by my side, the room was dark and empty
I got out the bed to check the hallway but that's was empty and dark with only barely lit lights keeping the place lit I want back into the room and stormi wasn't in the bed anymore my heart dropped I ran around the room looking in every corner looking for her and nothing
Then I heard her scream coming from the hallway I ran into the dark hallway and followed the screams all the way to a room with the letter " Cremation room" when I entered the room the door shut behind as the screams stoped and two lights shined on covered body's
I slowly and carefully walked over to the bodies and uncovered them, I screamed bloody fucking Marie when I saw Chris and Travis laying down on the table beds with the stomach cut opened and there guts coming out not only that the testicles where cut of
As I looked closer I saw a not laying on the ground between the to beds so I picked it up and read it " follow your gut and you should find your escape" I read as the room door swung opened and stormi's screams came back
But these screams were louder they reminded me of the scream I let out when I was getting raped by my adopted dad, tears fall down my eyes as I ran to find stormi but her screams were coming from
But I remembered what that note said and followed my gut literally every time I had to turn my gut would point to the direction I was supposed to go until it led me to another door titled the bathroom
I walked into the room and my dropped once again I think this a is like the fifth time , i saw stormi in the hands of my step dad yes the one rodrick reportedly killed holding stormi in his hands while blood ran down from her crotch and dripped of her leg
I fall to the ground as tears fall from my eyes like a water fall I felt so weak
Step dad: let's make deal
Step dad: you for her
He said as I lifted my head I instantly shook my head to the offer I rather myself get hurt then stormi
He put his hands out to help me and I held it and slowly got up, he let stormi get down and she ran into a figure at the entrance and when I looked closer it was Rodrick
Stormi: daddy mommy scaring me
Rodrick: I know baby that's why mommies going away for awhile
He said as he pointed a gun straight at my head before I could run away he pulled the the trigger
I woke up In my bed cuddled up with all the other kids sweat was dripping from my body everywhere, I was breathing heavily and my chest was pounding thru my chest I could see my chest going up and down thank god it was a fucking dream omg I thought I was going to die