Only Despair...? (Danganropa fanfiction)

Heartbreak

After trying 100 times... i don't seem to find a happy ending or love. Each time i did, either me or my lover would die and i keep on spawning in a new body. I have the power to travel through many Universes, but i hated it. I just want to die and never wake up. I just want to stop feeling all of this Despair. I'm happy I have a power like no other but i want to stop. But this is all just the beginning...

I woke up and went to the bathroom with a controller in hand, I wanted to mess some AU up because I'm boooored. I clicked on it and woke up in a bed next to my beloved~

 I tried to examine the room to see what i did. hmmm, clothes on the ground, collar, some drinks and lube... "wait Lube?!" i whispered..."OkAAAYYYY". UHHH- 

then... a bright idea came! that's it! 

I made a move in order to wake Shuichi up, and i heard a grunt,

"Ouma? why are you still awake?" the emo said..

"I wanna talk."

"Okay..." He yawned and sat down...

"I wanna break up."

"That's a lie.. right, Kichi?"

"Nopers! I'm sick of faking to love you! Now that i have pure satisfaction, I'm done toying with you~"

"Ouma, this joke is not funny..."

"still not giving up huhhh~???" "Whelp, byeee"

And so i left him on the bed crying and begging me to stay... I can hear him mumble some stuff about himself, and BOY the despair was H U G E. I just grinned and walked to my dorm and spectate how would I from this AU would react.

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Next day and we're off with a GREAT start! I spectated myself in the bathroom, just having fun untillll.... he walked into the dining hall. He got many stares from his classmates and was so confused! He hugged his Beloved~ only for him to get a slap in the face! AHAHAHAHAH SUCH DESPAIIIR

"Get away from me, you dirty rodent!" Shumai said~

"Wha- wh-why?"

"Don't pretend like you didn't know! The whole class knows what happened!"

"Wha- What did I do?"

"And people call ME the Idiot! You broke sidekick's heart and toyed with him! Now stop playing DuMb and go the fuck away from us you lying bitch!"

"Wh- I really don't kn-"

Then Harukawa strangled me in the air! She gripped my neck and seeing my face turning from pale to blue is very exciting!!! The way i struggle to talk then-

"Haru, you can leave him alone... we have no time to deal with him." Shu said.

'cmonnnnnn just let her kill mee...' i thought to my self, and then they walked away. I saw the other me sobbing and getting glares from the whole school, man looking at the other me crying all they really fills me with so much despair! and so I spectated him for days and days, only getting bullied, made fun of, many glares, beaten up and lots and lots of crying and sobbing... How boring... Atleast it resulted despair! From the other me suffering, and Shuichi feeling malice towards him~ I even took the chance to threaten him my self, until one day... 

He asked for death and begged quoting "Noone will miss me anyway!" Big spirits, huh? So I took control of him and grabbed some rope from Kiyo's lab, screws from Miu's, and some other things i would need for this plan. He woke up seeing the tools in hand and quickly wrote a note, 'this is going great!' I thought. He finished then screwed the screw up into the ceiling and hung a hook and tied the rope there, he grabbed a chair and stood on it while tying a noose. thenn...

 He kicked the chair and suffocated until his death! He finally did it!! It was soo booring anywayy...

But i can't wait to see the other's reactions! It's gonna be so much fun~!

Shuichi's POV

 I was wondering where Ouma was, he really did broke me and so my friends and I (English 100) wanted to search for him. First thing we thought was in his room, we banged on it while calling for him and strangely enough, there were no sound. We broke the door open carelessly and saw... 

Ouma's body being hung on a rope. there were cuts and blood everywhere, it was... horrifying. without knowing i started to break down, even though he broke my heart.. I still loved him. Haru gave me a note that was found next to Ouma's hanging body.

"To anyone reading this, please give it to Saihara-chan. "

i flipped to the next page and read the note.

"Dear Saihara-Chan... yes, i did this. Don't blame your self, even though i was really confused at my own situation. There were voices, telling me what I did. I wanted it to stop, I wanted the bullying to stop. Just remember that I Love You Saihara-chan, and I didn't mean what I said. There was another personality of me. He looked, a bit older. He claims he's the ultimate despair. Be safe, watch out for him. (Mukuro) I don't wanna waste more time so this is all i have to say.

I cried even more and pocketed that note. I was being careful until not long later, thoughts filled my head.

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 I saw a shadow of Ouma on front of me, I tried to hold his hand but then fainted. I was guillible. I already knew that it was despair Ouma that My Ouma was talking about. He wore a crown, with torn clothes and he's in very bad shape. I zoned out not paying attention to what he was saying then he caught me off guard. 

"ARE YOU EVEN PAYING ATTENTION TO MEE SHUMAII???"

"Don't call me that"

"Whyyyyy??? It triggers you huuuuhhh???"

 His expression changed. I stayed silent.

"THEN PAY ATTENTION."

I nodded but still stayed quiet.

"As you might know, I'm Despair Ouma~! I'm the one who took control of your precious lover when he asked to break up~ and WOW you were guillible enough to even believe it was him! You even bullied him, made fun of him! Untiiiill the poor boy passed away in the hands of despair~~ so saaaddd...."

I... Feel like I wanna scream, though what he said was true. I just sat there zoning out, thinking to myself.  I didn't mean everything I had said...

I woke up grabbed some snacks and locked myself in my dorm. Whilst crying and sobbing. Everyone was knocking at my door but i didn't care.

{End of this Chapter}

[A/N] sorry if it's trash, this is my first time making these-

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