mind & heart & emotions & feelings

My First Love

Time doesn't exist when I'm with you

I don't notice time
Because I don't care
Because I can't care

Because the feeling I get when I'm with you is all I care about
I'm addicted to the way it's consuming all of me
My thoughts
My feelings
My body
I feel it in my stomach
I feel it in my heart
I feel it in my mind
I feel it in my veins
All of me is captured by you
And I don't try to escape it
Because I simply don't want to escape
I'm your prisoner and I love every single moment of it

So how could there be anything left in me that could notice time?

It's much more exciting to loose myself in you
In your face
Your body
Your comforting smell
Loose myself in your mind
The way you talk
In your voice that touches more than just my ears
Your shy smile

Catch myself starring into your kind and warm blue eyes
Falling in love all over again as if it's the first time whenever I see you
Getting that warm tingly feeling in my body every time you chuckle
Feeling your excitement whenever you talk about something you love
Hearing the cute silly little noises you make when you're stretching or you're bored
Feeling my racing heart in my throat as soon as your eyes widen in surprise because you caught me looking at you from across the room
Your hugs making my breath stutter and giving me the feeling of being put back together
Not having even the smallest doubt about the fact that I'm safe in your presence
Soaking up whatever big or small detail about yourself you casually drop in our conversations
Tracing the spark running through my body because we touched
Letting the joy flood my veins when you come out of your comfort zone with me
Being unable to sleep because I just can't wait to take another drive with you and catch up on whatever happened in the two days we didn't see each other
Can't help but smile at the fact that I'm here with you
Because that's all I could ever ask for
You
Nothing more, just you

So how could I notice time?

I don't

I just notice you