Karlnapity & karlnap one shots

Karlnap (angst)

How could I tell him. How would I tell him!? I mean come on this is gonna be something. Karl just kept thinking that to himself pacing back and forth which had seemed for hours upon hours. He had just kept thinking how could he tell his boyfriend that he was going to one day forget him? It's not something easy to do you know?

Sapnap had walked in by the time Karl had taken a breath to calm himself down from thinking about how he would tell his lover this. "Hey, Jacobs!" Sapnap said with that big stupid smile, Karl always loved seeing. "Hey Sapnap- can we talk about something it's serious." Karl said looking down not wanting to see the other in the eyes. Guilt, disappointment, and frustration clouded everything Karl was thinking at that.

"Listen Sapnap, I don't know how to say this um but I guess here goes anything." Karl said taking in a shaky breathe, "The time's I'm missing or gone, I'm not going off with someone or anything before you think that. But what I'm trying to say is I'm a time traveler.." He sighed, looking at his finance soon to be husband waiting for a response something, anything could help him calm down from what he just did.

"Karl, why tell me now. I don't mean like I'm mad about it. But why baby? Why, are you time traveling haven't you seen those movies? Something always goes wrong when they time travel..." Sapnap sighed hugging his finance tight playing with his hair a bit to help calm him. "Sapnap, it's the only way to fix this! Everything that's gone wrong here!...I just want everyone to be safe, I don't want to be the hero I just wanna help..." his voice broke he hugged him back tightly crying into his jacket.

"Please...I'm scared that i'm going to forget myself at one point! Forget you...forget everyone I love and care for..." Karl sobbed harder into Sapnap's hoodie "Karl, look at me." Sapnap said lifting up Karl's chin, so they had eye to eye contact. "I promise you, no matter what universe or time line you go to I will always be here for you. Even, if one day you can't remember me, I'll always find you Jacobs."

Well then. That was the last thing Karl should and tried to remember.

Seeing the person you love die over and over again isn't the best feeling after all Karl watched every single Sapnap in the different time line die.

"I miss you, whoever you were I miss you deeply." Karl sighed holding his engagement ring tight in almost as if he took it off someone would try and steal it away from him. Funny, the one person who he never wanted to forget he had forgot of.

At times he remembers a boy, with a white bandanna, wearing the same ring as him, having black nails that were painted horribly but that didn't matter did it now?. The thought made him cry sometimes, why was this person so important who were they?

God he would think to himself most night wondering where did it go wrong, how did it go wrong, who made it go wrong. He blames himself most nights of course but he blames the masked one the most. Those damned smiles he always found laying around in his libary or on pages of his book. He hated those smiles they made him angry.