Karlnapity & karlnap one shots

I noticed how alone I was.

(TW: sh and suicide) (AU: SAPNAP ON HIS LAST MF LIFE 😩😩😩)
A/N: He dies in RP. No one knows why and them joining anything as in vc is strictly rp.

We were the 'dream team', you can't really be a team when one of you is in jail and the other is missing for countless days to maybe even months on end, there is no team in 'I' is there? I sighed. Everything I loved or cared about was either in my enderchest or slipping away from me.

"Dream had gone to jail, for trying to kill Tommy and tubbo mainly tubbo but whatever i guess, he was still trying to kill them both just for those stupid fucking discs and for power over the two. God did he just forget they were kids or something?" I said looking down at the water bucket in my hand.

"George is never even around. He comes and hangs out with Karl and I for a bit then leaves, fucking leaves for months and doesn't come back until someone finds him eventually and even then he doesn't like sticking around or he just goes on and on about 'Dream XD' and how he could replace dream and make us a 'team' again." I sighed looking at the bucket of water.

"Karl...he's just keeping secrets from me and quackity his bloody fiancée's. I know everyone deserves privacy and all but he's forgotten my name on countless occasions and calls me 'james' at times which is strange. Recently he's calling me 'rash' who the hell is that? I don't think he even remembers our engagement." With the water bucket I brought it up to me closer to my other hand.

"Quackity, he's gone power hunger and ate schlatt's heart. Literally ate his heart and is going power crazy, I should seen this coming during when we were building El rapids. But I didn't, it's so rare I see him now a days. He's only with Sam building some huge project." I put my hand in the water.

It, hurt bad. Jesus christ I should be smarter about this huh? I mean being born in fire and putting your hand in water literally hurts you and makes your hand become so fucking stiff. I pulled my hand out and shook it to get the water out, crying a bit.

"Bad's gone insane along with skeepy. They're both so for this dumbass egg. God it's always 'the egg this' or 'why don't you join the egg?' it's so pointless because when you think about it. Techno and whoever he teams with are probably just going to bring withers and shit to kill it the way they always do. They can't solve anything without blowing something up." I blew on my hand trying to dry it more.

"No one else has fought for me. I'm always fighting for them. The last time anyone ever fought for me was the was the war of the lake and even then it was just bad and few others. Which I am grateful for obviously but, everyone fights for Tommy and Tubbo when they're in trouble why can't they do the same for me?...God I'm just being stupid at this point! They don't even know that I was 19 and dealing with all of this." I looked up and there it was. A lighter and the forest.

"I'm just 'arson boy' or 'sapnap the pet killer' I'm a person i'm not just some pyromaniac and arsonists who does whatever you tell me to do. Tonight's the night I say goodbye to this god forsaken server." I lit the forest on fire and walked towards the lake that was right next to the badlands which had now been taken over by the egg.

<Sapnap> : All my trouble's on a burning pile.

I jumped into the water as I saw the beautiful forest burn slowly, it almost looked poetic I suppose you could say. So, beautiful and calm the fire seemed so calming.

<Tommyinnit> : SAPNAP?! THE HELL! THE FUCKING FOREST IS BURNING DOWN.
<Tubbo_> : Sapnap-?? This was too bloody far.
<Wilbur Soot> : Woah woah woah what the fuck mate ?
<GeorgeNotFound> : Sapnap- where are you right fucking now.??
<Quackity> : Mi amor?...
<KarlJacobs> : SAPNAP?
<Ponk> : What's happening ???
<Awesamdude> : Someone explain!?!?!?