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Remember me (spoken word poetry)

 Remember me

I want you to remember my name.

Remember the person you took for granted

Remember the girl you left in pieces

Remember the memories you put in her brain

Remember me

Tell her thank you for taking such great care of my kid's

I'm not your kid anymore

You didn't want me

Or was beating me the way you showed you loved me

Was starving e the way you fed me

Was hurting me the way you healed me.

You don't get to take what's left of me.

She doesn't get to take what's left of me

You guys you people. Dont get to keep tearing me apart one by one

Because it's not you im fighting

It's me

The thoughts in my head

The memories

The worries the stress

But you did have a role you planted them into me.

You planted the scars on me

Didnt you?

And now your daughter my sister.

Broke

She broke

And now she's a stranger she hurt me

Not like you did but she hurt me

Remember me

Because you took everything from me

I've never felt love. Because you ever gave it

I've never been happy because i've never felt it

Iv never smiled because i can only fake it

I dont fake tears i think of you dad my sister

And then.. They're already there

I don't get to forget about you

So why can you forget about me

You did this to me

You hurt me

Broke me

So please please just dont take what's left of me.

I cant handle it anymore

I'm fighting myself every single day

I see her face every single day

Thought's cross my mind every single second

That if you knew the thought that run through my head.

Maybe. Just maybe

Youd regret what you've said and what you've done. But until then i'll always feel i'm better of de-