BROKEN INSIDE

|CHAPTER FOUR|

In a world of grief, loss, lies, and pain why should I choose to be happy? In my opinion, every time I am going to be happy something will come and crush it. So where exactly is the point? Many people will say that you can't see the future, which is true I can't and for some reason, I have the feeling that I know my future already. So my question is how can I change it? How can I make a little better? I hope that one day I will find the answer cause for some reason I don't wanna be so depressed anymore maybe it's just today but for some reason, I hope it stays that way.

As always I was by mother side till she scolded me for not being ready for school and basically, everything was the same, went home, had a shower, ate some breakfast, went to school, hang out with my friends at the parking lot.

We were still outside when I noticed a girl getting out of a cab while trying to put her things back in her bag the cabbie almost run her over and she almost fell but at the last minute got her hands out in front of her. Her back spilled all over the pavement and she started getting her things inside.

" Hey, guys who is that? " I asked the guys nodding in her direction. Zack and James just shrugged while Ian looked at her for a second then started talking.

" Kathrine White. Smart, talented, good at mechanics, loner, never speaks unless spoken too, and I think she is an orphan? or her parents died or something? I don't remember exactly but that's all anyone knows about her. She never had a single friend, she always sits alone at lunch but never eats anything. The only thing other people here don't know is that she almost got expelled for beating up a guy in freshmen year, I think he said something about her family. And that pretty much sums it up that's the only things people know about her. "  He finished.

" Why do you care anyway, dude? " Said, James. I just shrugged and at the same time, the bell rang signalling for us to go inside. As we walked Zach almost tripped and he fell on me  I was surprised so I lost balance and fell face first but at least I was able to catch my self so I was in a push-up kind of position as I was about to get up something caught my eye. I got up and picked it up from the corner it was. It was a small golden stiletto knife and engraved on it were the words. " My Katerina faster than a bullet sharper than a knife. " I think I know who this belongs to but why does she have a knife?!

" Dude come on we are going to be late! " I heard James shout and quickly put the knife in my pocket. 

" Since when did you care about being late? " I asked in a teasing tone.

" Since Emily Withmore started wearing short skirts... And since I am failing Chemistry. " I just shook my head and continued walking their way. Guess I have to ask nicely our teacher to pair me up with her who knows I might get to know her too. Who knows.