Why me?

Up and down

Y/n POV: (again sorry)
Soon I felt much better. But then I heard my phone bleep, Sadie texted me.

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Sadie💞
| 𝙷𝚘𝚠 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚞 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐
𝚢/𝚗?
𝙴𝚑 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚒 𝚐𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚜 |

| 𝙸 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘
𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚗
𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚜𝚎 𝚋𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚜 𝚒 𝚊𝚕𝚜𝚘 𝚐𝚊𝚟𝚎
𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊 𝚍𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚢, 𝚜𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞
𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚘𝚛 𝚍𝚛𝚊𝚠 𝚘𝚗
𝚒𝚝 𝚘𝚛 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐

𝙾𝚑 𝚒 𝚍𝚒𝚍𝚗'𝚝 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 |
𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚒𝚌𝚎, 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚔𝚜

| 𝙽𝚘 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚋𝚕𝚎𝚖!

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I got the diary and found my pen. I really didn't know what to write, nothing good has happened though. I just wrote about that I got into that car accident and just about everything I felt in the moment. I also drew I little picture in every page. I also drew Finn and I can't wait to show him when he ever get here. But I didn't only drew Finn, that would be very suspicious. I drew Sophia and Sadie too. I think they turned out really good.
Also I just discovered that I can literally walk without falling. I mean I kinda need to hold on something but I would really want to get out of the house right now then I could do it.

It was 8 pm. Suddenly Sophia came in. "Hi y/n" she said. I closed my diary and said "hey Sophia, haven't seen you in a while" . She chuckled. "Can I get a hug?" She said and opened her hands. Without saying anything I gave her a strong hug. "So how are y'all doing at home?" I asked. She told me: "Me and Sadie are doing very good actually but you know Millie is always so pissed when Finn              says-"  "wait wait wait, is Millie still at Finn's house?" I cut her off. "Well yeah she sometimes disappears and then comes back" Sophia said. "But what is she even doing there?" I started getting curious. She said: "I don't really know, I have only seen her make out with Finn-"
"Make. Out. With. Finn????" I cut her off again. I was mad. Like he just makes out with Millie at home and then comes here and pretends like her cares about me!
But I can't be angry at him, he didn't do anything wrong actually. Maybe he never liked me, maybe I just thought that. "Y/n don't worry I don't think he's like that" Sophia is said. I stayed silent, thinking. "Uh I shouldn't have said that" She apologised. "No no it's good you told me, thing would be so fucked up if you didn't tell me" I said