Why me?

Am I dreaming?

Y/n POV:
"I'm gonna go to check on Sadie, she's been in the bathroom for a while.. if you don't mind" Sophia said. "No, not at all" I said and she left.

I was kind of angry and kind of sad and kind of disappointed and mostly jealous. Finn didn't came to my room yet so I wanted to go on the balcony, to get some fresh air. I used to try to walk around the hospital for last 2 days and saw the balcony door. And it was unlocked. Plus my room was on the 5th floor which was the highest so the balcony was the coolest.

I used my right hand to get up and looked around if there was any doctors (cause I wasn't actually allowed to go on the balcony). Happily there wasn't any so I went as fast as I could at the moment. My leg didn't hurt much but I just had to limp. I went to the door and opened it quietly.

The view was so pretty! It's was only 8 pm but the sky was already dark and the city lights were so beautiful.

Finn's POV:
I assigned the paper and wanted to tell y/n. I rushed to her room but... she wasn't there. But then I saw Sophia and asked if she saw y/n. "She was in her room just a second ago" she told me. I know she's allowed to walk around the hospital but where is she? I looked around but Sadie told me to calm down. We separated, Sophia and Sadie went to look in the lower floors and I was still in the 5th floor.
But then I saw y/n... thought the class door. I was so scared of that she's gonna do something stupid and went to her.

Y/n POV:
I was deeply stuck in my thoughts and didn't notice that it was getting cold. I was crying. I just wanted this to be over.
Soo I heard the door open. I really quickly wiped my tears and thought 'if it is a doctor imma be so fucked'. I turned around and surprisingly it was Finn. I didn't know if wanted to see him or not. But I had no choice, he was here. "Y/n what are you doing here" he asked with a nervous tone. "Nothing. I just wanted to get out of this tiny room" I said but my voice was still a little shaky. "Are you sure you are ok?" Finn asked as he came closer to me" "yes" I answered if though it wasn't true.

I remember we were both looking at the city lights as he said "I don't believe you" I have him a confused look but I don't think he saw it "you were crying" he told me. I didn't know what to tell him now.

He kept going: "you look pretty when you're crying" "what" I said kind of quietly. "Also.. you look always pretty" he told me and looked me in the eyes. But that eye contact only lasted for few seconds. What happened next was he kissed me. ON THE LIPS. What the fuck. My body just froze and not because of the weather, because of what was just happening. Of corse I kissed him back and he held my face. I was very confused too but I realised that was all I needed today. That was all I ever needed.