Why me?

I am in love with Finn?!?!

Y/n POV:
We saw the boys and waved at them. We all decided to go eat something. When we arrived to a diner everybody sat down and ordered food. I ordered fries and pig meat with salad. We had to wait some time. Everybody started talking but I were silent. I don't know why, I just had nothing to say and I honestly didn't understand what were the others talking about.

We got our food and ate it up. I actually felt something, like being with friends or being loved or not being scared or something like that.....

After that Wyatt told us that "it's late" and him and Sophia went home. Millie left too. So me, Finn and Sadie got into car and Finn started driving. The ride home was quiet and I was looking out of the window.

When we got home everybody went to their rooms. I started reading the book I was reading yesterday. I read it until I got bored. It was almost 1 am but i couldn't fall asleep. I went downstairs for water and saw Finn. "Why aren't you sleeping?" He asked. I said: "came for water" and he nodded. I got my water and Finn just standed here. I was about to ask him why is he awake but it was already awkward so I just said "good night" and he said the same to me.

I got to my bed and tried to fall asleep again. But now I got a reason why can't sleep. Finn. I was falling for him. I was never in love before. But he was just cute. His hair is cute, his voice is cute, his eyes are cute, the way he threats me is cute, like everything about him is cute.

But what if he doesn't like me? What if he likes someone else? I thought about this until my eyes closed and I fall asleep.