Maddie Molina, Julies older sister has been shut off from everyone but her small little family since her mom died almost a year ago. The sisters used to play music with their mom all the time but they have not played or sang a single note since the...
<a/n I will be writing this mainly from Maddie's POV but there will be some third person POV and even some Reggie POV. I love reading my followers fics so if you write one about one of my fandoms I will try to read it. Enjoy!>
I wake to an annoying chirp of my phone alarm going off. I roll over and almost fall out of the bed. I catch myself on my nightstand before pulling off my purple covers. Another day. I stand up and walk over to my closet. Grabbing my oversized Led Zeppelin tee, flannel and fur-lined jean jacket. I pull on a pair of fishnets and a pair of black shorts and my favorite black boots. I also add my sun choker and name necklace.
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I grab my headphones and throw them into my bag. I click play on my phone and slide my into my pocket. It starts playing I See Red a loud. I walk to my bathroom and brush my teeth. I look at myself in the mirror. I see the bags under my eyes from the hour of sleep I got the night before. Along with the red blotches covering the surrounding area. I sigh. I hear a knock on the door.
"Yes?" I ask quietly.
"Can I come in?" Askes the familiar voice of Julie.
"Yeah." I say turning the water on as the door swings open.
"Good morning, M."
"Morning, Jules. So, plan?" I ask.
"I will know in the moment. You?"
"No idea. Not even sure I will try out." I say pulling my pill container out of my bag. I open the small bottle and take two pills out. One for my migraines and one for my depression. Yup. Diagnosed three months after the fact. It caused everyone in my family to go into shock. Julie was the only one who knew how to comfort me. Carlos tried but being my little brother did not help.
"You have to at least try, that was the deal, we try and no more therapy." She says pulling her mascara out.
"I know. I just want to deal with all of them, nope." I say. I drop the pill container back in my bag before quickly putting on some makeup. I click pause on the music before walking down stairs. Dad was drinking his coffee, and Carlos was waiting on his IPad for me to take him to school.
"Hey girls. How are my babies this morning?" Dad says noticing the bags under my eyes. Somehow no matter if you had all the makeup in the world on he is still able to tell.
"I am better than yesterday." I say with a small smile.
"That is all I could ask for." He says. "Did you take..."
"Yes, they have been taken." I say. I have been known to skip pills so everyday I have three people remind me to take them. It can be annoying sometimes but I know they are just trying to help. I grab my journal off the counter.
"Off to school, Carlos." His head pops up. He throws his IPad down and runs outside yelling that he loves dad.
"Bye, love you." Julie says giving dad a kiss on the cheek. She walks outside.
