My Adventures With A Ghost

his history

After my sister told me that she forgives me,happiness entered my heart and i felt so god.
_"you still wanna die,or you changed your mind".
_"i still wanna die because i'm broken and there's only darkness inside me,and it's hurt,but in the other way suicid only for weak people,i'm not..."
_"strong girl,i'm lucky because i can see you and talk to you".
_"i think me too,because of you,now i know that my sister still loves me ,and that's enough to me,
And now you gonna tell me how you died..."
_"ok.....ok,in 30th december 2010,i was living in this town,and in this wood with my dad,he loved so much and he took care for me,but he changed,he became a monster after he lost his job ,he was drinking everyday,and i was a sensitive boy,i had depression,i couldn't accept the idea that i'm alone in this life and the only person that he loved was my dad,then he stopped caring about me,i was so weak ,so i suicid here in this place,so now i'm a ghost since 7 years ago,i can meet other ghosts but i can't spend a long time with them so i was alone in this hell until i meet you".
_"i'm sorry about what happened to you,now you're not alone anymore,we are for each other,this is our destiny my new friend hahaha".
_"you will make me feel alive and i will make you happy".
_"now i have to go,see you tomorow".
I didn't smile for a long time,but he make me smile,but i returned to my house or my prison,i was living with my parents,and they didn't even want to see my face,this is so bad so bad so bad.......