Take a Chance

Chapter 17 (3D's POV)

Oh my god. I shouldn't have kissed him. Why did I even do it? how stupid am i?

No I keep hiding from him. like how more obvious can i get

I couldn't sleep last night at all. i keep thinking about him and where to go to avoid him and what to say if i couldn't and we met.

The most common place I go to is the toilet, cuz he cant go there and the toilets are everywhere so its an easy to find hideout.

Argh... I should have just told him that i like him or something instead of running away from him like that.

Alex doesn't ask me much questions, she's waiting until I tell her everything myself. But actually I don't know why I kissed him. I don't like him that much, I guess. but its not like me so go with the flow like that.

I think I just .. I don't know.. maybe I'm just.. oh i don't even know what's wrong with me these days.

I mean he's cool, nice and everything. i know that he has a girlfriend but I don't think he likes her, well that's for him to decide.

The way he was talking about her was like he doesn't give a crap. And when he said 'why do you care' I just snapped and kissed him. oh that's so not like me.

Why am I so stupid. I need to learn to think before acting.

I went to college and had another day of running away from Nick.

Maybe I should confess or something. that would help me to move on or start liking someone else .. like .. maybe... Tom? Or .. maybe ... Ben?

Arg ... there are no normal guys in this college..

well tom is a geeky kind of guy but he is too into sports and keeping fit. like having a healthy lifestyle and that's not like me. i mean i love ice cream and watching movies and other things that have nothing to do with a healthy lifestyle.

and Ben is a really quiet guy. he doesn't really communicate with people but that is kinda cute. he doest flirt with every girl and that makes him secure.

At first lesson health and social care the teacher was late and when she actually came she was with a new guy i never seen before.

"hey, guys sorry I'm late, got stuck in the office. We have a new student and he will be in our class from today." this will be the only guy in health and social care since now.

"say hi to Chou Young he is from Korea and this is his first year in England" I liked it when it was just us girls. we could have these girly conversations that guys wont understand.

"Okay you can sit here" the teacher pointed a seat near Alex.

Alex looked at me with a look like 'what's going on'. We looked at each other when he sat does. He didn't say a word just sat and started writing what was on the board.

"Alex let Chou copy your notes for this unit" the teacher asked Alex.

"okay" said Alex and passes her book to Chou.

"hope you understand my writing" Alex whisper to the Korean guy and smiled at him.

"thanks I can, you have a really nice hand writing" he answered and smiled back. that looks like they are flirting with each other so not like Alex.

Alex looked at me again like 'have you seen that' look.

After the lesson we went for a brake and we sat near Tom, and I started to check him out. he's not bad but how can I compare him to Nick. and the food that he eats just eww.

Oh well..

I was walking out from the toilet and I suddenly pushed into someone.

"ouch sorry" when I looked up it was the new guys he was just looking at me, without saying anything.

"Erm can I go through? Your kinda in my way" I said really politely.

He still didn't move. is he doing that on purpose.

"are we gonna stand here the hole day?" I said annoyed.

Then he looked at me with a smirk on his face .

What a weird guy...

Okay so while I was walking and thinking about stuff, then i saw Nick and he saw me too, that mean i cant run away any more if he saw me.

He is walking my way. What do I do? Run? Hide? Maybe go back to the toilet?

As I turned around he called to me "hey 3D " I can't ignore that he already saw me, he saw me!

I turned back and smiled "hey" act normal, act natural ... You can do this!

"how you been, I didn't see you around lately" Nick said and his phone ran.

"Oh you know work and everything" I said but couldn't look him in the eyes ..

"you have a free lesson?" I asked him

"Yeah, okay I need to go now .. come to Alex's house today." He says while walking away.

Why Alex's house? Why did he ask me? Does Alex even know about this , that something is going on in her house? Why didn't she ask me?

Oh sugar ...

I don't know if I should go or not...

Like Nick will be there and its so awkward for me.

Will his girlfriend be with him today?

I need to talk to Alex about this.

Maybe we should tell Bela everything? Like she's our friend ...

"what are you doing? why are you not going in?" A voice behind me said.

"nothing, just had to do something " I said not even looking who it was ...

I ended up looking how Nick walks away ...

"sa.. are you going in?" The same voice said

I finally looked back and saw that it was the new guy. Yeah the Korean...Chou or whatever his name was.

I just looked at him with a surprised facial expression...

"you actually talk" I said and walking through the door that he was holding for me.

I didn't see what kind of face he made after that.

When I went in I started talking to Alex about what happened , about Nick inviting me to her house.

She looked surprised. And she didn't know anything about it.

We had a normal day afterwards.

We went together to her house, Bela doesn't know anything yet we decided to tell her everything about me liking Nick and the other stuff.

When we came to her house it was normal. Boys were out. So it was quite and we just went to her room to hang out for a big, until we find out what's going to happen.

After an hour the guys came. Nick had a huge bag of sweets and other unhealthy food, which i love not like Tom with all his healthy diet and everything. And Zack had lots of different drinks.

"what's going on?" Alex asked and went through the bags to see what's in them.

"we're having a party, just the four of us" Zack said looking at Nick with a cheeky smile ..

I don't know what's going on.. But this might be fun and maybe i could do something anout Nick i mean talk not something weird, just talk.

this might help me to make the things go like before ... Feel comfortable with these guys.

"let's have fun!" Zack said and got everything out of the bags.

Well it can't be helped...

To be continued.....