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MAYBE TRIGGERING !!! READ AT OWN RISK ‼️ I'm always here is anyone wants to talk .

Ashton :
The hate . The rumors . The bullying, it was all to much for you to handle . U couldn't take it anymore . You had thought about cutting several times but didn't have the will to do it ..which is good you thought . You had enough . You needed to feel like you were in control of your life . right when the last bell rang signaling that it was end of the day . you raced out of class despite the comments thrown your way . you hurried of to your locker to get your things when you closed your locker you saw dean .... your bully . Dean was the average popular guy ,gets all the girls , throws the best parties . breaking you from thought dean slapped you ," when I talk to you answer me " he yelled "sorry " you mumbled . with That he walked away you were very thankful it was simple some days were better then others. You quickly ran home praying that ashton wasn't there .. when u made it home you didn't see Ashton's car . you guessing that he was at the studio with the boys . You walked in ran to the bath room and found a razor and put it up to ur wrist you started to cry really hard it hurt like hell but you felt some everything lift off your shoulders you made 1 more then another when you heard the front door open " baby you home?" You heard him yell .. you didn't say anything . you sprung into action trying to clean up the mess you made . When u were about to cover your wrists when ashton opened the bathroom door . "Baby omg why " you couldn't say anything not trusting your voice you just shook your head and fell to the ground . Ashton caught you , and held you in his arms shushing you while stroking your hair . "shh baby it's alright shh you're ok" when you had stopped crying you said "I'm sorry. " "why baby " was his response . " The hate the rumors the bullying it was all crashing down on me ash I couldn't hold it all ." You said tearing up again ."baby why didn't you tell me sooner ." "I didn't want to burden you put more stress in you ." No you could never be a burden to me or put stress on me sweetheart , come one lets get you clean up ." after that you didn't have anymore problems with bully's ,hate or the rumors . Ashton was by your side aiding you throughout the entire thing . you couldn't love him anymore .

Wow that took a while but I'm always here if anyone wants to talk I'll listen.