Imagines about Ziam/Larry

Ziam August 23th 2020

•No hate towards Roman Kemp, just needed another person, also if you know, you know🤫•

*Roman and Liam talking*
Roman: 'sooo, you and Zayn, then?'
Liam: 'what about us?'
Roman: 'you're dating, huh?'
Liam: 'What- No- I mean- that's just a weird question. Zayn's my best mate'
Roman: 'really?'
Liam: *nods his head*
Roman: *leans in*
Roman: 'well, you are only lying to yourself, there'
Liam: *leans back into the sofa, feeling uncomfortable with Roman being this near*
Liam: 'I don't- what? You alright, mate? You seem weird'
Roman: 'I'm perfect. But back to you. You sure, you don't like Zayn?'
Liam: *immediately nods his head, reaction almost too fast*
Roman: *smirks*
Roman: 'well then, I don't think you would mind about that'
Liam: 'wouldn't mind about wh-'
Roman: *kisses him*
Liam: *too shocked to do anything*
Zayn: *enters the room and pushes Roman away from Liam*
Zayn: 'He may not mind, but I do, so back off, will you'
Liam: 'Actually I do- What was that? Why would you kiss me? I'm certainly not the person who kisses everyone'
Roman: 'uiii, jealous boyfriend and the innocent one... I like that'
Liam: 'I- what- You're talking nonsense'
Roman: *stands up*
Roman: 'mhm, I'm gonna leave, so you both can sort this between you out'
Roman: *walks to the door and turns around*
Roman: 'You should really, teach him how to kiss tho... I mean, he wasn't bad, just not good either'
Zayn: *growls and glares at him*
Zayn: 'leave'
Roman: 'Alright, protective boyfriend, I'm out. See ya'
Roman: *leave the room*
Liam: 'Eh- What was that about? I mean, you just acted really strange'
Zayn: *looks at him and rolls his eyes*
Zayn: 'are you really that blind?'
Liam: 'wha- I don't understand anything. Zayn- I- What are you talking about?'
Zayn: 'You really want to know, what I'm talking about?'
Liam: *nods his head*
Zayn: 'I'm talking about me. I'm talking about you. I'm talking about us. I'm talking about my feelings. I show you my feelings, but you won't see anything, I let you read me, like an open book, but you won't pay attention to it, no attention to me. I feel invisible, when you look at me, but you won't see anything. I can see the look in your eyes, whenever our eyes lock. It shows exactly what I'm feeling, but you won't do anything and I ask myself every single day, why you won't accept the fact, that you and me are destined to be together'
Zayn: *moves over to Liam, and stands in front of him*
Zayn: 'you keep running away from me and I don't understand why, but it hurts. There are moments, where I think, that you want this as much as I do, but then you run away and hide from me'
Zayn: *places his hand on Liam's cheek and stares into Liam's eyes*
Liam: *breath hitches and stares back into Zayn's eyes*
Zayn: 'I can see, that you want this, just as much as I do, but then I can see this flash in your eyes and I can't figure out what it is'
Zayn: *leans in and stares down at Liam's lips*
Liam: *shivers and breaths heavily*
Zayn: *whispers against his lips*
Zayn: 'regret? fear? worry? doubt? panic? I don't know... but I do know that it is bad, because that's the moment when you run'
Liam: *breath still heavy and stares down at Zayn's lips*
Zayn: *looks up into Liam's eyes, and searches for any sign of discomfort, doesn't find anything and presses his lips softly against Liam's*
Liam: *squeaks and doesn't react at first, but eventually kisses back*
Ziam: *moving their lips passionately against eachother*
Zayn: *pulls back*
Liam: *eyes still closed, and chases after his lips*
Zayn: *smiles fondly at that*
Zayn: 'can you open your eyes for me?'
Liam: *shakes his head*
Zayn: 'please, Liam. I need to...'
Liam: *opens his eyes slowly and stares at Zayn's*
Zayn: *studys Liam's eyes*
Zayn: 'there it is again... fear. But why? What are you afraid of?'
Liam: *places his own hands on Zayn's cheeks*
Liam: 'I'm not afraid... I'm terrified. About this, us. It feels so right, yet, we still could ruin everything.. Is it wrong, that I want this? Is it wrong that I long for this? Is it wrong that I wouldn't even hesitate, before I do something, that involves you, without even thinking about the consequences? I feel so selfish...'
Zayn: *places his hand on the back of Liam's head*
Zayn: 'You're not selfish, for wanting this. You deserve to be happy, whether it's with me on your side or with someone else. I want this as much as you do and if you want this to work, then you have to think, about what's best for you. You have to make this decision for yourself'
Liam: 'I... I don't know what to say... What if- What if we don't work together? What if, we fight-'
Zayn: 'I understand, your doubts. I really do. But we can try. We will find a way, an explanation for everything. I want this to work, I want to be with you, Liam'
Liam: *stares at Zayn silently*
Liam: 'I... I want to be with you, Zayn... I want this to work. I want us to work'
Zayn: 'you do?'
Liam: 'of course, I do'
Zayn: *smiles and pulls him into another kiss*
Ziam: *pulling away after a while*
Zayn: 'please don't hide from me, don't run away from me...'
Liam: 'I won't, I promise'