Hate to want you *Hollyoaks*

Seven

Megan sat in the flat and sighed as she looked to her phone and sighed, she looked to see that Sami was calling her and sighed as she ran her hands through her hair. Megan knew that the last thing that she wanted to do was to talk to sami.

All Megan felt was dirty. Megan looked as Madison walked into the flat and looked to her

"Meg, are you okay, you don't look well at all" Madison asked as Megan sighed

"I've been better, I need to talk to you. Remember that one night stand. I don't remember anything mads . I think I was spiked" Megan said as Madison sat next to her sister and frowned

"are you telling me what I think, I thought it was a one night stand" Madison said as Megan sighed

"I did but then things were coming back. I was saying no and he was forcing drunks down my neck, I never get that drunk and then I remember being in the hotel room. I remember him on top of him and I remember saying no, Madison I think I was raped" Megan said as she started to cry. Madison wrapped an arm around her and pulled her into a hug

"it's going to be okay I promise" Madison said swearing to kill who had touched her little sister

***
Megan sighed as she walked out of her bedroom. All that she felt was sick as she thought over was what she had been through. Megan frowned as she saw sami who walked over to her

"what are you doing here" she asked

"I came to see Sinead, well you actually. You have been avoiding me and I wanted to see if you were okay" he said

"I'm fine, you should go" Megan said as Sami looked to her and frowned. He could tell that she was off and that she wasn't herself

"Megan, talk to me. I know that there is something up. Did something happen" he asked as Megan sighed. Megan couldn't tell him how she had gone out to get drunk and forget him and how she had only ended up being spiked and raped

Megan knew it didn't feel right, she had one night stands before and this didn't feel right at all. She felt sick. Megan looked to sami and sighed

"I'm fine, you don't need to worry over me" Megan said as he Looked to her and smiled

"I will always worry over you, look Sinead and I haven't been right for sometime and maybe we can try, try and make us work" he said as she looked to him and shock her head

"no, not for me. I'm not worth it" Megan said as she walked off as sami looked to her and frowned knowing something wasn't right

***
Madison smiled as she walked into Megan's room. She saw Megan who lay in bed and walked over to her and hugged her

"I know that you are going through hell, but I am your sister and I promise we will find the scum who did this to you, we will find him and make him pay. He won't get away with it" Madison said as Megan sighed

Megan knew it wasn't going to be that to find who had done this to her and she didn't know if she wanted to find them but she knew nothing would be the same and it wouldn't be easy to forget what she had been through