It's a good morning, why not make it better. I was heading downtown when I saw Parker, thank god, They where probably on their way to pick up Astro, I was excited, my first real date. I'm not very good with people so I never got to go on a genuine date.. I was always a bit shy with crushes especially taking it into consideration I was seen as just an asshole. I walked with Parker as they rambled on about a show, I didn't care much for my thoughts focused on what I will do, what if I messed up? etc. I'm not very good with showing emotions, my parents are very emotionally there for me {remember made up world :> whatever's going on with him irl is his personal thing :0} I watched as we approached the area we where picking up our dates I got so nervous, I was so ready before but now I'm regretting it all.. It's not an easy thing understanding how I feel, I'll try to set it in the best way I can..
I'm a mean s/o I tend to bully the other and on some days I'm nice, its hard to explain but I'm just so unready to see his reaction. Jay and Astro where talking together and I just dozed off. We got there and sat down. It was like a diner and everything seemed so loud, I looked up and tried to focus on the convo before we ordered but I couldn't so I sat silent. Parker spoke up towards me and I recognized the convo immediately just by the few words Parker said. ''Oh yeah, Ash you like wars stars huh?'' Well then I went on a rant abt war stars... It was time to order and god damn may I tell you basic orders.. except for one.. Jay ordered pancakes and coffee, Astro got the same but with orange juice, but parker gets fucking spaghetti and a hot chocolate? (YES I ACTUALLY ORDER THOSE AT MY DINER CRY ME A RIVER >:( ) I order eggs and an orange juice. Parker broke the silence and went. ''Its because I'm a biological female huh. sexist ass..'' very Parker thing of them to say. Anyway barely anytime passed and apparently our waitress had their break, guess who our waitress was..
Nell..
A/N: I would like to mention that my type of writing is sad and angry filled so just expect the next chapter to be funnn <3 anyways ty for reading, word count is 426 :)
