"MY PERFECT LIFE"

Why is my life like this?

Part 2 and chapter 2

This boy Jake has something special that I can't stop loving him...i don't know why?...why does it gotta be him that beautiful boy sitting there why? Why is my life like this? Why can't I be "perfect"?...

At this point if my life I wish I could die. At this point of life u just want to kill everyone and I don't know why.

Today was the saddest day of my life. The boy that I like likes another girl, my mom is awful with me, my brother ignores me, my dad is in a trip, my aunt doesn't pay attention to me, and my grandma wants to get put of this house after all we have done to her.

I can't even tell you how I feel right now. I mean I could but it's to hard for me to type it.

Right now I just want to cry so hard.
Maybe is the way I am.
Maybe is the way a talk.
Maybe is the way I walk.
Maybe is the way is my personality.
I don't know...

This Friday there is this Valentines fair I really don't want to go but I need to go because I need to go to school and at least be with my friends.

Sometimes being with your friends helps the day.
Let me explain how is my life in my house.
My life in my house is difficult. My mom doesn't really par attention much. I mean she hears what I say but sometimes she wants me to shut up.

My brother has a girlfriend. you know how teenagers are right but thus one is a geek and like a raper. he makes me laugh but sometimes I think he doesn't want me to be with him.

My dad pays attention but he goes to trips a lot and all I want is to go on a trip with him or the family.

My aunt she is now and adult but she is now in the university and now she doesn't talk to me much. it's the same when she was in high school but now se doesn't trust me or talk to me

My grandma
All she does is eat. that is like her thing now. Since she can't work no more she has to stay in the house all day. and watch novels. And if she is gonna stand up is to go to the kitchen to get water or food or both.