I feel empty

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Sometimes, I don't feel anything at all.

I don't know what to feel.
I don't know what to think.
I don't even care about my surroundings.
I just want to be alone and be at peace.
I just want to breathe and be free.

The silence makes me calm for a while and makes me miserable at the same time.
The darkness helped me escape and made me invisible from the human sight.
The annoying noise of the world that I hate, makes me realize that I am still alive.

But I don't feel anything at all.

I smile but i'm not happy.
I laugh even though i'm sad.
I clap but i'm not satisfied.
I'm living but i'm dead.
I'm glad to be stubborn,
not proud to be survivor.

Because I'm empty and I don't feel anything at all.

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