she loves me... still

chapter one

Hi guys I have recently been really into glee so I decided that since I ended my other one I would start a finchel fanfic. Just some info so you guys don't get too confused... 

Everything that happened in the series finale still has happens (rachel and jesse get married, rachel wins a tony, rachel is the surrogate for klaines baby etc...). The only thing that is different is that Finn is still alive but him and rachel aren't together. He and Sam work together to manage and run the multiple glee clubs at McKinley preforming arts school (that shue is the principal of). 

I apologize in advance if anything is confusing or if there are plot holes. Just comment any feedback or comments you have on this story (i love hearing your opinions) that may help me improve it in the future. Anyways happy reading and hope you enjoy ;) also i probs will write another tvd fanfic in the future but will just to fictional characters. If I do decide to do another nian fanfic it will probs take place in an alternate universe where they are both single or something lol. 

RACHEL POV

"I now pronounce you husband and wife. Jesse, you may kiss the bride." Jesse leaned in towards me as my heart started to beat faster in my chest as he stared at me with those gorgeous blue eyes. He bent me slightly backwards as our lips made contact and at that moment I knew I had found happiness. I could hear my friends and family cheering knowing that they were proud of me for accomplishing and making all my dreams come true.

"I love you Rach" Jesse whispered to me which caused me to smile even bigger. Even though I already knew that he did just hearing him say it to me made everything that was happening seem so much more real.

"I love you too. Thank you for making all of my dreams come true." I whispered back. I could see him smile as he pulled me closer to him and kissed my forehead. "I can't wait to spend the rest of our lives together and build a family with you." Little did I know that mine and Jesse's so-called "forever" would only last 4 years.

2024 ----- 4 years later

I stared at the brown boxes that were lining the hallway of the penthouse that I used to share with Jesse and our son. But now they're both gone and I'm left to pick up the scraps of what used to be our little slice of paradise. I can thank my steel trap of a memory for remembering almost every moment that we spent in this place. This place that brought so much joy into our life including little Jack Lionel, my pride and joy that will forever be my favorite thing that I have ever created. But with the good comes the bad and my memory will never let me forget the bad. The memories of the first trip to the hospital to the signing of the divorce papers, I'm afraid that those memories will forever haunt and plague my nightmares.

"Um Ms. Berry" I turn around towards the voice startled as it pulls me out of my daydream. "I think that's the last of the boxes except for the ones in this hallway, do you want us to wait to pack them up or can we take them now." I shifted my weight towards him so that I was giving him my utmost attention and so that I didn't have to look at the naked walls that used to be filled with pictures of my once happy family.

"Oh sorry I didn't realize you were waiting on me to pack up these boxes, but yes you can pack them up. Also here is a tip just because you and the rest of your crew have literally been a lifesaver today." I reached into my purse to grab some extra change but before I could give him the money he interrupted me.

"Please it's no big deal, I've heard about the loss that you and your ex-husband have gone through." With that he turned around and started to pack up the final boxes that were left.

I just stood there in a daze for what seemed like 5 seconds, but really was 15 minutes, just thinking about what that kind man said. Does everyone pity me now? Am I now just one half of the former St.Berry Broadway power couple? I was pulled out of the mental hole that I was starting to fall into by the workers telling me that they were leaving and would arrive in Ohio around 3pm the next day. And just like that I was left alone. Alone in a house that was now a shell of what it used to be.