seven deadly sins | jjk.

𝐑𝐔𝐍 𝐘/𝐍 𝐑𝐔𝐍.

he suddenly removes his hands from my wrists and aggressively puts his thumbs on my eyes and the rest of his hand on the
sides of my head

bang.

last thing i feel before blacking out is a harsh bang on my head, then i fall out unconscious.

i wake up to a feeling of my body rocking back and forth, the color red and orange seeping through my closed eyes.
i squint at the brightness of the colors, my body is being carried by what seems like two people.

i open my eyes slowly letting them adjust to the lighting, i'm outside.
the sun is right in my eyes and i'm being carried to a car that's parked around the building i was just in, i would try to get out of their grip and run but my body is still so tired and weak
slowly going in and out of consciousness, i feel myself being laid down onto the back of the van while being handcuffed to one of
the bars in the van

after i'm handcuffed the doors of the van are closed, i lay there sighing in exhaustion, i'm a strong person yes.
but this has been so much for both my body and mind.
i'm not sure how much longer i can handle this, my mother always taught me to be strong and never let anybody try to decide my life decisions, because it's my life and i only get one chance at it, i miss my mother.

she gave me all of the love she could have she made me feel at peace and comfortable
she was my home.

a tear falls down from the side of my eye onto my cheek, i'm not giving up
i will keep fighting for myself but most importantly, for my mother.

after about 18 minutes or so, the car stops so i guessed that i was at the new building i'm being transferred too
but suddenly i hear lots of people, a public area?

i hear jungkook's voice and an unknown one speaking, i peek out of the tinted window that the doors had and i see hundreds of people.

it's a festival of some kind?
i wish i could experience it.

jungkook is talking to a man with a clearly fake smile on his face, i notice that what looks like jimin just got out of the van too, they must think i'm asleep still? this is my time.

there's hundreds of people and i could blend in easily, it's on what looks like long and very big water dock/bridge, tons of lampposts and festivals banners up, i quickly grab my handcuffs and sigh, they won't come off.
i only know of one thing that i can possibly do, dislocate my thumbs.

i slowly and softly grab my right thumb grabbing it in just the right place and close my eyes tightly while a popping sound is heard.

i hiss in pain and screech as low as possible, tears start welding up in my eyes, i curse to myself

i quickly do the other one because i overthink it, i softly slide my hands out and relocate my thumbs while covering my mouth with my arms so i don't scream loudly from the pain.

i run to the door that takes me to the driver and passenger seats and two doors out of the van, i hop into the drivers seat quickly while my heart pounds, my thoughts racing, i snap out of it and i swing the drivers door open, jumping out of the van and running while looking back, jungkook and jimin are looking at me in shock.

time goes slow like a movie.
my only thoughts are "run y/n, run."
my hair is a mess and blowing around
from the wind.
i look ahead of me and run as fast as possible into the crowd of people and go as far as i can

tears start to fall onto my cheeks while my body shakes like never before, i'm free.