When is it going to be my turn? When will the things I accomplish be recognized?
They don't seem to see that they put me down constantly. That their disinterest is the one thing that's made me weak. It was like they didn't care at all about my accomplishments. And it made those feel like nothing. It makes me want to try less. To not give it my all because why should I try if they don't care?
To me it seems like they only pay attention to my younger siblings but they should try for me. Because once I'm done with school they won't be able to keep me around.
When I'm ignored, it hurts. Because I try so hard to at least stand out a little. I don't want to be another face in the crowd.
