It used to be months since I last cut. But now its been a couple of minutes. I just couldn't help it. I couldnt stop myself. I keep seeing keep look of disgust on their faces. They drove me to it. They don't realize the pain they put me through. I was doing amazing...
I'm just a fuck up. I can't seem to do anything right. I'm a disappointment to everyone. No notices that I'm not fine at all.
I hope no one sees the cuts, because I'm an idiot and there on my arm where anyone could see. I guess that means I'm wearing a jacket all day tomorrow. I'm just very disappointed in myself right now.
