One Love For Two. [Ongoing] ☑️

Preface.

Adam

There are moments in life that are of the utmost importance and that seem to define our future. Life always has 180-degree twists and turns, and everything you believed changes... And many times, you change too. I thought I had experienced love with her, I thought I loved her, or at least that's how it felt, I could do everything in my hands to see her happy... However, she was never happy with anything. It was never enough and I was simply the one to fill a void that someone else had left for her. She always found something wrong to say to me, she criticised everything I did. Many times, I did things that I would never have dared to do before, things that I wouldn't take lightly, many times I did it against my will because I wanted to see her "happy". She seemed to hate everything I did, as if it bothered her that I tried to see her happy. On several occasions I was the victim of hours of yelling and insults on her part, she made me feel horrible. I don't know how I found the strength I didn't have to end that, regardless of the damage already done and my heart broken.

It was all very different, I was an insecure boy with many voids, innocent and with a pure heart, that's why I put up with so many things that I shouldn't have, because I never realised. Everything in me went from bad to worse, many people aren't aware of the damage they can cause to someone.

Every time she threatened to leave me, I would cry for hours and beg her not to. Despite all the things she did to me, I still thought there was something I could do to change her. I stayed because I thought I could help her, but it was a terrible mistake trying to deal with her problems, because they ended up taking me too. No one has to stay to fix anyone ... You don't have to keep insisting on the same thing. People are also an addiction. Don't go back to where it hurts ... there is so much love in your heart. When everything has been tried, it only remains to step aside, and leave history in the past, fix the broken glass and let the wounds heal. I think I had never been so happy to leave a place until my father announced an unexpected move to Los Angeles, anyone would feel sad to leave their whole life behind, for me it was like a relief, so I was able to take the time away of my so-called friends and hers to be able to recover from everything and then ​travel to start from scratch.

My previous house was the place where I had grown up and obviously, I was going to miss it, but I would never see my ex-girlfriend or my so-called friends again who instead of helping me when I needed them most, they were embarrassed of me and left me alone.

My traveling bags were ready and I was looking at the moon in the darkness that was in my room, the wind was blowing and ruffling my hair, I felt a little tingling in my tummy. The moon was in the sky, silver and bright, but this time it had something different.