No Love Lost (editing)

Chapter 4 Pt1

I swear Maleek drives me crazy my love for him is beyond crazy. I am trying my hardest to leave him alone but he doesn't make it easy. Sitting here with AJ, Vonny and LL Vonny's boyfriend and AJ & Leek's other boy my mind is wondering about Leek and what he's doing?

"How was the lunch date?" AJ says

"It was fine I guess" I shrug He laughs at me

"Really Mia you guess"

"Yes AJ I guess it was fine a little uncomfortable at 1st but I got over it"

"Did you really?" Vonny says

I looked at her cause she is really starting to piss me off. I am getting tired of her judging me.

"Yes Vonny I am over it I am trying to get over him that's why I apologized to her damn" I smacked my lips and roll my eyes

She says "There is no need to be upset with me my love for you is REAL I will never hurt you" she says "Damn baby that was harsh" LL says I just sit there and look at her "Vonny sometimes you should just not speak and just mind yo business. That was a fucked up thing to say to my sister." AJ says

"What are yall talking about I am just keeping it 100 with her"

"Vonny if I wanted yo opinion I would have asked for it! I wish yall would leave me alone when it comes to Maleek. Please I haven't been talking to him or fucking him for 3 weeks I am doing good. So just let me be Damn!" I get up grab my things and head for the door.

"Mia wait don't go" AJ & Vonny yelled

"Guys I am tired I just want to sleep I have class in the morning" they just nodded and AJ walks over to me and say " I'll walk you out"

"No I am fine" I say he hugs me tight "I love you Amia just know I got you" I nod and walk out.

Getting in my truck a couple of tears come trickling down I wipe them and pick up my phone. I go to Maleek's name and hit call. We are supposed to meet later at 10 tonight but I need to see him now.

"Hello" he says I can tell he was sleep

"Hey" I whisper

"What's wrong?"

"I need to see you" I say

"Where you at?"

"In my truck leaving AJ's house I am on my way home"

"Alright I am on my way to you. I'll meet you there"

"Ok. Thank you Maleek I love you" I say

"I love you too"

We hung up.

So many thoughts was going through my head. I had to stay strong around Maleek I had to be strong for myself. Vonny was right when comes to Maleek James I am weak.

Pulling up to my house I get out seeing I beat Maleek here I unlocked the door I put my things down. Turning on my iPod Trey Songz Fumble starts to play.

Hearing the doorbell ring I get up and open the door looking at this fine ass man standing before me. I think I start to drool "You see something you like" Maleek says "I see somebody I can't stand" I say. I move away from the door he comes in and closes the door.

I sit down on the couch he does the same

"Why don't you love me Maleek?" I can see my question caught him off guard cause he looked at me like I was crazy.

"Why would you ask me a question like that Amia?" He say still looking at me crazy

"Because Maleek if you love me like you say you do we wouldn't be having this conversation right now" he sighs and closes his eyes " Look Maleek I need closure I need to move on from you this shit is not healthy for me. I am not happy I am miserable having to see you with this girl having to miss shit cause its for couples and I'm not going cause I be Damn if I look desperate. You kissing all on her in my face you saying you love her in my face. You acting like I don't exist. How do you think that makes me feel?"

Again like always he sits there saying nothing "Maleek you been begging me all day to see me so we can talk I am here you are here so talk Maleek!" I say

"I don't know what to say Amia everything I think about saying sounds selfish"

"Finally a start to something I am glad you said that Maleek you never talk to me" I say looking at him

"I dont want you to leave me"

"Honestly Maleek how can I leave something I never had" I say to him

"Amia you have always been my #1 always no other females comes before you period" he said with an attitude

"Well Maleek you have a funny way of showing me that I am #1 don't you think"

"Amia what up I am not letting you go no where I be damn if I let another nigga gets whats mine and mine only!" If looks could kill that nigga would have died today.

I hop up and jump in his face and start yelling " oh fucking really Maleek yours ha you dont own me nigga. I can fuck who I want when I want and how I want!

I think he seen red cause he jumped in my face "Try me Amia I will kill any nigga you bring around I am from Schoolcraft all day baby. Dont let the suit fool you!" He yelled by then I was turned the fuck on my thong was dripping wet

I bit my lip and smirked

"Ok Maleek you bad you gone kill my nigga that's fine I am bout to go beat Lauren's ass then" I say

"Don't play with me Amia" he said I laughed

"I'm not playing with you that's my d*ck that bitch been sucking and fucking its been my for 6 years and I am tired of sharing" he looks at me staring hard

"What do you want from me Amia?" Maleek says so desperately

I just stand looking at him cause I have been thinking the same thing for the past 3 weeks. Well honestly the past 6 years.

"Well Maleek this is it I want all of you to myself I want to wake up to you in morning go to bed with you at night. I want to cook you dinner run your bath water. I want to be your woman I am tired of being yo side Bitch. And back up plan"

He looks at me not saying anything he puts his has on his face and yells "Fuck" I sit there and watch him turn even redder because he is so pissed

"Amia we have been over this time & time again we are not getting in a relationship period " he said

I felt my like somebody just smacked the shit out of me for him just to come out and say it like that I died inside my heart broke

I nodded my head I got up I got my phone

"Amia what are doing?" He says I go through my call log and find the number I am looking for and press call

"Hello"

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