It's been about a month since I been home with Maddie and things with me and Maleek has been pretty damn good which has surprised me I can't believe he has been committed and faithful to my ass I guess he really didn't wanna lose his family
I am really amazed Maleek is a great father to Maddie he cherishes this little girl she has him wrapped around her little fingers I just sit back and watch them whenever he is here with us I sometimes think what would have happened if Danielle had her baby what type of father would he have been I know he would have been there for the baby but I still couldn't believe he made Danielle get that abortion we haven't seen her since I feel bad for her I know how it feels shit he did the same thing to my ass
That's why we are taking it slow No we are not together because he is gaining my trust back slowly Maleek has done a lot of damage I may seem weak but I am not as foolish as you may think I not about let him break my heart again
But I miss his touch his kisses he sneaks one in from time to time but that's as far as he gets I am not caving and I do mean that
As I am rocking Maddie to sleep my phone goes off its from an unknown number I'm thinking who is this texting me from an unknown number I opened the message to see pictures I just looked at them I am not shocked I am not surprised I honestly don't even give a damn
It's pictures of Maleek and Vonny kissing him hugging her them smiling at each other them holding hands shit he looks happy who am I to rain on his parade oh well
I haven't seen Vonny since the hospital I haven't been looking for her I really don't care shit she got what she wanted she won the prize now I see why she haven't been fucking with me ain't no telling how long they been fucking around
I knew it was something he wasn't trying to have sex or nothing with me so I guess he has his woman Vonny I not even mad I'm not even hurt I expected this from him it was to good to be true
I just looked down at Maddie and smiled she was the only good thing that came out of 6 years of bullshit and lies whether she was planned or not I am happy with just me and my baby
It's like he knew something was up cause my phone started ring and it was his ass
"Hello"
"Hey what y'all doing I miss y'all?" He said I rolled my eyes miss me with that bullshit
"Nothing"I said
"Whats wrong?" He asked
"Nothing" I said
"Really I know you so I know when something is wrong" he said
"Oh ok" I said
"Amia what's up you need me to come over are you tired I had something planned with my people but I can cancel" he said
"Nope I'm good" I said I was about done talking to him
"You know what fuck it" he said sighing
"Ok bye" I hung up on his face
Maleek James is a mess he is clueless to me knowing about Vonny I'm not going to tell him shit for what we ain't together we not getting back together so there is no need to explain I thought to myself as I put my baby to sleep
I put Maddie to sleep and decided I need a hot bath I can hear my phone going off as I am getting in the tub I have my baby monitor and my iPod playing music I am relaxing I close my eyes only to hear
"Amia" I sigh so loud his voice just annoys my soul I keep my eyes closed
"Amia baby can open yo eyes please and look at me" I sighed again and opened my eyes to Maleek standing there with my phone
"Look baby let explain about these pictures I don't know who sent them to you but you gotta let me explain" he said begging
"Why you got my phone?" I asked him clearly annoyed
"It was going off when I came in I didn't want it to wake up Maddie so I grabbed it and these pictures was popping up in messages" he said
"Ok you can put my phone back thanks" I said closing my eyes again
"Baby I know this seems fucked up but I can explain" he said pleading
"No need to I don't care we not together" I said hoping he would leave I am trying to relax before Maddie gets up
"Amia don't do this" he said
"Omg I am trying to relax I thought you had something to do tonight why are you here" I yelled at him
"You sounded tired and I wanted to be around my family so I came home" I busted out laughing is this dude serious
"Maleek this not your home I am not your family I am the mother of your daughter now if you are here to see her she's out there not in here so please leave me alone" I said to him he looked sick
"Can we talk about this please" he said looking at me I can see he wasn't going to leave me alone so I stood up to get out
He just looked at me licking his lips and it's didn't faze me at all he actually turned me off I mugged the shit out his ass
"No I don't wanna talk about something that doesn't matter to me so please go do you I'll call you tomorrow or something so you can see Maddie" I said trying to walk past him he grabbed my arm
"What you mean Amia you know I love you right that shit was a mistake"he said looking me in my eyes
"So I don't care if it was or not you a grown single man you can do whatever you want with whoever you want you don't owe me shit" I said to his ass and yanked my arm away from him
"Ok I see now you got balls now huh you a tough girl" he said walking in the closet
"No I just don't give a fuck no more" I said shrugging my shoulders
"What?" He screamed
"Maleek look your not the center of my universe anymore I could careless who you fuck or not fuck as long as it ain't me you good you could go and fuck everyone in the state of Michigan and I wouldn't give a fuck" I said putting my clothes on the look on his face was priceless
"So you don't love me anymore" he asked me
"Oh no I love you shit you gave me my baby girl she means the world to me" I said to him and smiled moving closer to me I put my hand up to push him back
"But I'm not in love with you anymore" I said to him being honest how could I honestly continue to be in love with a man who dogged the shit out of me I still cared about Maleek but that was about it the physical attraction was gone the mental attraction was gone and the emotional attachment I had with him was gone I felt nothing
"What you say Amia" he gritted through his teeth
"Maleek I am not about to argue with you at all you made you bed now you deal with the consequences ok now if you will excuse me I am trying to relax you can leave" I said to him he just stood there not saying anything
I knew he was hurt I knew it but I didn't care did he ever care about my feelings hell no so why should I give a fuck about his
He didn't say nothing he just nodded his head looked at me and left I sighed in relief I did it I was finally free of Maleek I needed to be free I needed this so I could focus on being a mother
About an hour later my phone was blowing up Megan was calling me back to back I knew his ass told her what happened I didn't feel like talking to her ass so I didn't answer my phone rang again this time it was AJ
"Hey what's up" I said to him
"Get to the hospital now Maleek was in a hit and run" I dropped the phone as tears rolled down my eyes all I could that was what had I done
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DragosteAmia is a 21 year old college student who is deeply in love with Maleek who is her big brother Adams bestfriend and Megan's older brother who is one of her best friends. Maleek who is currently dating Lauren is aware of Amia feelings but swears he d...