Mr. Love Intimacy

The Decision

Lily's name has now been edited to Y/N, so you are able to put yourself into the story!
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Thank you all for the love on this series. I honestly didn't know that so many were actually enjoying it. That's is why I never finished writing it. I know this is a short chapter, which I'm sorry for. I was trying to give a little bit rather than nothing.
I will try to do my best and finish this short fanfic and maybe I can come back for more.
Happy reading! :)

"Wait."
Victor immediately stops what he's doing and lifts up. I can tell he's worried if he's gone too far.
I feel a wet streak roll down my face.
"Y/N are you okay?" He asks in a soft tone.
"I-I just..." I couldn't get the words out.
Why was my heart aching so much? I should be having fun right? Why do I feel this way?
Victor gets up and grabs a robe for me. He gently lays it on top of me. "Here, put this on." He turns around and I wrap the robe on.
"Victor, I- I just can't figure out what I should do..." my voice cracks, "I feel like I'm breaking in to two pieces."
Victor turns around and his eyes has softened. "Y/N, I can't tell you what to do. I can only tell you how I feel."
I'm taken back. Victor typically is sarcastic or snarky with me, but have I pained him?
"Well, actually I'm afraid I can't even tell you, I can only show you."
He grabs my wrist and pulls me in. His arms wrap around me and it feels like I'm inside a cocoon.
"I just want you to feel safe with me too."
Oh Victor. Please don't say things like this.
I couldn't even left out any words. I just let the tears flow as I grip harder onto Victor's back.
Victor let's our a sigh, "I know what this means," he suddenly releases me, "please, stop crying."
He lifts my chin up and wipes my tears. "Let's go. I'll take you home."
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It was a slow quiet ride home. What was it that I could say to break the ice? Usually we have banter back and forth, but this, this just wasn't us.
I see us turning down my street and suddenly Victor grabs my hand.
I look down and then look up at him.
His eyes are fixated on the road, and they look like they are watering a bit. Could he be crying?
We pull up to my apartment and he finally looks at me.
"You should call him."
I look up at him and grab his face.
"But what does this mean for you and me?"
He lets out another sigh and pulls my hands down from his face. I pull back and he pulls me in.
I taste his lips on my and I squeeze my eyes shut and kiss him back.
I feel a salty wetness touch my lips. I'm crying again.
Victor pulls away, wipes my tears and says, "I'll never leave you, but I won't try to be there for you in the way only he can be there for you."
Wait, does this mean...
"It's not goodbye dummy. I still expect you to report to me every step with LFG. Just...just be happy okay?"
He unclicks his seatbelt and walks around the car.
As he opens my side he lets a hand down to help me out. "Let's get your stuff up to your room."
It's another silent trip in the elevator. I can't seem to get my heart to stop pounding.
We finally reach the door and I set down my bag. I jump and wrap my arms around Victor's neck.
"Thank you," I let out softly.
"You're welcome....dummy."