It was a bright shiny day. My make up was being done. I wore a beautiful wedding dress that JK bought me. Marrying the love of my life could be a happy thing for me but here he wants to marry me just because he needs my help and after that, he's even gonna throw me out like trash.
It hurts thinking this way. But what am I?! He did so many wrong things to me still why can't I hate him? Why I still love him the same? I don't want to be like this. I don't want it but at the same time, I want it also. I didn't realize that I was spacing out while thinking all these until my makeup girl called me, ' Ms Y/N, you alright?' I startled because of her voice then looked at her and quickly nodded,' yeah yeah I am ok.' The girl smiled and said,' wow you are looking really pretty. You must be a goddess in human form.'
I chuckled a bit at her statement then looked at the mirror. Yeah pretty. Beauty with a weak heart. Everyone actually just betrayed me in different ways. My best friend. Jungkook. My mother and father even left me in this cruel world. I am just a toy for everyone. I don't have anything real. I even don't have a real emotion. Nobody even cares for it. Everyone is just using me like tissue paper and after their works are done they throw me in the trash can.
I felt tears building up in my eyes. I walked towards the open window. Everyone down there is busy. Walking here and there and talking. Some are busy decorating flowers or tables. After all, this is Korea's richest businessman's wedding party.
Finally, tears fall from my eyes. I feel like I want to cry and shout with my all as much loud as I can. But that's not possible. Still, tears keep falling from my eyes. Suddenly I felt a hand grabbing my arm softly. I looked behind and saw Jin.
I don't know, I felt still a bit happy. At least this person wasn't even that bad. He tried to help me. He at least wanted to give someone the motivation to love her own self just the way she is. I quickly wiped my tears off and looked at him smiling. Jin didn't smile. He looked at me with a hurt expression. Jin: You don't have to pretend in front of me that you are ok.
I was surprised by his statement. He again spoke. Jin: I know what you are feeling. You can always get my support. Just think if you had a brother would you ever hide your feelings from him? I couldn't stay still anymore. I cried and hugged him. He hugged back softly. I missed this fatherly touch for a long time. I miss my family. I am so alone. Y/N: It will always be a blessing to get you as my brother. Sorry, Oppa! I shouldn't have hidden anything from you.
Jin: Shhhh! It's alright now don't cry anymore. Y/N: I wonder how could you understand me this way. Jin: Because I am nothing different from you. I also feel betrayed. It hurts a lot when you get betrayed by the one you love so much. It hurts when after doing so many things you still can't gain their trust. It hurts when someone makes you feel worthless. I was surprised by his statement. I broke the hug and looked at him in confusion. I swear I say light water glittering from his eyes. Y/N: You love someone? Jin: Yeah! Y/N: Who is it? Jin: It's ok you don't need to know.
I didn't say anything. I don't want to make him sad. He is a cheerful person he should always stay cheerful. But I didn't have to wait much longer to know whom he loves. His phone suddenly rang so he quickly took out his phone. That time I accidentally noticed his wallpaper. It was a picture of a girl. And I know this girl. Yeana. PARK YEANA. He quickly received the call. He kept talking to someone. I didn't hear anything just kept looking at him. Yes. He is a great person. He is really a great person. He can say he's ok while something is stabbing his heart with a dragger. After he cut the call he looked at me. Jin: Come. We will have to go. Time is running out. I nodded and grabbed his hand.
While walking down the aisle I saw my prince charming already standing there with a blank expression but still being an angel.
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Now I really feel it.
"Even angels have their wicked schemes And you take that to new extremes But you'll always be my hero Even though you've lost your mind
just gonna stand there and watch me burn But that's all right because I like the way it hurts Just gonna stand there and hear me cry But that's all right because I love the way you lie I love the way you lie....."
But that's all right because I like the way it hurts Just gonna stand there and hear me cry But that's all right because I love the way you lie I love the way you lie....."
Yes. I love you...
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