bumped into him

chapter(2):suffocating

I feel just like the world 🌎 falling on me and everything is shaking. I can't accept how so effectively my guardians 👪 cleared out me in this world 🌍 . I can't survive by myself I am fair seventeen there's no way of any source of cash I was subordinate on my guardians 👪 in every single conceivable way I keep in mind the time my father told me that I do not ought to stress around anything, of course, we do not have any other kids so everything we have is yours. my mother doesn't have a government work since the school she has been educating 🏫 may be an extraordinary kids school and which is semi-government not totally due to funding system organizations since they need both sources of cash an enormous businessman who reserves for charity and notoriety other government stipends and my father could be a laborer in a factory although they pay him well we all know they won't provide annuity due to privatization calculate. the as it were thing cleared out maybe a life protections arrangement which my father has as it were a couple of 💯 euros. I take off school as before long as l listened to the news my chemistry educator keeps calling me and indeed my companions were moreover stressed approximately me they were chasing me to halt ✋ and let them know what happened to me. I fair keep running and running 🏃 until I come to my domestic 🏡 . I tossed my pack 🎒 on the floor and begun crying 😭 and shouting there's nothing cleared out for me fair inside a moment I lose everything. after hours of crying on tv relax couch, my head begins turning I went to rest after hours of rest god knows when I woke ⏰ up I went to my room 🛌 to choose my cell phone 📱 and there were so numerous miss calls from my classmates and particularly from my companions. of course, the receptionist of the school had told everything to my instructors and my companions indeed they heard the news there's way no to discover every single trust 🙏 and all🚪doors are closed, this world which was paradise for me presently looks like hell to me. I essentially put on my pack 🎒 and the cell specifically went to the police station to see my parent's dead bodies. when I went into the room where they keep the dead bodies of individuals whose families are not found and for the most part have no one to get .when she pulled the cabinet out my mother, to begin with, there were so numerous scars on her and blood got dried out in her scratches and my father was too within the awful state their body was withered yellow and everything appear to urge obscured out before my confront 😭 and the police 👮 officer hold me and took me out she gives me a table to sit on and one glass of water 💦. after that she told me to sign the papers 📝 and I marked it. she moreover appears me a kind gesture that in case you need any offer assistance from me I will be there to assist you. I just nodded in reaction and shake my hand 👏 and take off the police division. along the way within the transport, 🚌 I was sitting adjacent to the window and thinking now who got to hold me and deliver me the bear to cry on 😭 I feel like I am within the dim sea and sinking more profound and more profound without my guardians 👨‍👩‍👧 with every single day goes I have to be get prepared for their burial service ⚱️ indeed and buried dead bodies so I called them to know in the event that my parent's coffins are prepared or not. they answered I thought the following morning I will be prepared to give them to god there wasn't so numerous as it were some of my father's companions and my mother's companions as well were in dark so am i. I was crying with my companions and wiping my tears with tissues. I moreover did the final farewell 👋 speech with misplaced of broken and supplications god I trust 🙏 you both lived joyfully without me within another world 🌍 and god deliver both of you the next put in paradise farewell 👋 mother and father 👨 to proceed