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chapter 3: emergency

I am enduring and suffocating like a surrendered destitute individual I didn't eat appropriately for nearly days I miss my mother who fair keeps bringing breakfast in my room when I am in a rush and I deny to eat that I will get late for school. I miss her when she arranged the lunch box for me which I scarcely eat and provide the rest to my companions they continuously adore it and like my mother cooking It has been days I never go to school my domestic was a mess all over there is the dress on the floor and there's porcelain within the sink and so much cleaning has to do. I was a mess back in time. I couldn't get develop sufficiently to require a stand by myself to apply for a second-time job. that thought goes absent when I feel torment in my head it feels just like the entire world is turning and after taking a few pills I begin cleaning the full domestic my entire time passed by cleaning it's the primary time to do but for the most part my mum does this. without her I am nothing. I do not know how numerous a long time is required to induce calm again. this is often everything I required so distant at the slightest I have a few great recollections even though, with my guardians, a few individuals do not indeed have it. I see on the brighter side indeed in awful circumstances something else ready to lose everything which keeps us alive. now I ought to do my counseling and boost myself forever.

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