Jin sat on the sofa at his home. His parents and brother looking at him in confusion. He is home. It had been whole 2 months since that day in dorm. He thought that maybe Tae and him would be able to talk but Tae simply ignored him in the whole room every single time he would say anything. His eyes warm for everyone except him, forget it, he didn't even looked at him. He didn't even considered Jin to be deserving of his hate. His eyes full of hurt and betrayal would hunt him in his nightmares that Yoongi had to calm him down. The boys kept asking him if they could talk to Tae but he brushed them. They didn't know what happened between them. There was only one person who would neither comfort him nor hate him, who would only give him his silence and who didn't concealed his disappointment. Jimin, it had to be Jimin, of course Jimin would know. Tae always tells him, even if he didn't Jimin can find just by looking at his soulmate. So he was prepared for any hurt comment but instaed Jimin's eyes were full of disappointment.
How could you, you hyung of all people do this?
Every time it was the same question in Jimin's eyes. He was afraid to be a disappointment for his family and members. But he still disappointed someone really close to him. After weeks of thinking, he decided to talk to his parents.
So here he sit now in front of his parents looking at his lap about to say those that will disappoint his parents but he can't lie not anymore.
Honey what is it? You have been so silent. What do you want to say?
His sweet and beautiful Mom. The women who gave her birth and raised to be a fine man. How would she react when she will find that he is gay? But more importantly, how would she react when she will find that he broke someone's heart who loved him more than anything. His Mom always taught him to never hurt someone so deeply that you could feel it.
Sweetie!
I-I am so sorry. I am so sorry Mom.
What's up honey?
I am sorry for being a disappointment. He stared at his lap while saying couldn't meet his parent's eyes.
What are you saying baby brother?
I-I am not normal. I like boys. I am sorry Mom, Dad, Hyung. Sorry but I can't lie to myself, it's suffocating me.He said it those words that he had brushed off every time Tae looked at him with love, every time his hands touched him. The truth that he ignored was finally out. He accepted it and it didn't matter what others think. He had already disappointed someone. He waited for anger, shout and anger but nothing came. Instead he was pulled into a hug, his mom was hugging him.
Oh sweetie! You can never be disappointment. We are so proud of you sweetie. It doesn't matter whom you like or love. You will always be our son and nothing can change. We love you so much.
He felt his father and brother joining the hug saying "I love you too" and "I'm proud of You" to him. He cried hugging his mother. How could he think that his mother will consider him disappointment? A mother loves his child no matter who her kid is. Her love knows no bound. How could he ever doubt his mother's love for him?
It's okay sweetie. You are going to be okay.
Nothing is gonna be okay Mom. Everything is wrong. I lost him Mom. I hurt him so much. He loved me and I broke his heart Mom. He hates me Mom. I broke him Mom.
Sweetie! Who..
I broke Tae Mom. I hurt him so badly.
Look at me sweetie What happened? Tell me everything
He loved me Mom but I-I pushed him always saying he is young, he doesn't know, I'm straight but he never gave up Mom. I-I was afraid that you will be disappointed so I pushed him. S-Something happened. He was away for his drama. I missed him and when one night he came, we... Mom, I told him that he was just a way to release my stress. Mom, you didn't see the broken look in his eyes. He was so hurt Mom. He doesn't talk to me as if I don't exist. He hates me so much Mom.
Ohh Sweetie! We can't be disappointed by you. You did wrong. You don't hurt the one you love. What you did was wrong. He is allowed to be angry at you.
No, He is not angry. He hates me.
But you did wrong. You shouldn't have.
What should I do?
Well nothing is gonna happen if you are gonna cry like a baby. His father said
Darling!!
What? I am saying truth. (scoffs). You know what I am changing my statement. I am disappointed by you.
Darling!!
Dad, S-Sorr..
I didn't raised my son to be that coward and loser. How could you just sit here and cry in your mother's lap? You say you love him and what are you doing to prove it. That boy is younger than you but I think I'll be the proudest father if he was my son. He at least had the heart to follow his love and prove it without caring about society. But what are you doing crying?
W-What should I do then?
Go and fight for him. if he stopped showing you then tell him that you love him, prove it to him that you are worth of his love and time.
B-But he...
Kim Seokjin! Remember one thing there is a rule in life. You should never give up until you cannot get up anymore after falling down. As long as you get up on your feet to challenge problems, you an win anything.
He hugged his Dad.
I love you so much. you are the best Dad.
I love you too. Don't give up until he tells you he doesn't love you anymore.
I won't.
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