BTS SHOTS PART I

Euphoria (Taekook)

Taehyung & Jungkook, Jungkook & Taehyung, it's always been the two. Where one should be then the other should be too. They both were attached to hip, similar to each other that's why they understood each other better. They were best friends and still are. Jungkook loves Taehyung and Taehyung loves Jungkook. Taehyung have known Jungkook since he was 15 and have seen him grow till he grew to be 23. He used to read him like an open book, focus on used to because in recent years something has changed. Taehyung won't say that it's entirely Jungkook's fault it's his too for them to be that strange toward each other.

Life took a toll on him. He lost so much in his life, his loved ones. He thought he was better in holding onto himself but 2018 and it changed. When he lost his grandpa, the last one who reminded him of his grandma joined with the fear of disbandment, he broke and in the worst way. He pushed the one he loves far away especially his band members. He shut himself to world and his friend, gone was the cheerful and bubbly Taehyung. He held himself for years but there was a limit to everything. Even he pushed his friends they still stood by him to get himself out of that darkness. He would never say that time was his down because it made him what he is today, it taught him how to become himself and it taught him a great artist.

But in all he lost his friendship with a lot. He doesn't know what happened but suddenly he wasn't the one who Jungkook sought to. It was as if they were drifting apart and he didn't knew until it was late. Late night cuddles, teasing, fighting, eating started to get lesser until they were none. It hurts like he couldn't breath but it was as if Jungkook didn't knew anything about his miseries. He saw how Jungkook sought to Jimin and how they became each others confidant. He was not jealous, never, two of his best friend making each other happy made him happy. But he was hurt because he didn't knew what went wrong. So he shut him out and Jimin too. He didn't wanted to sound clingy and possessive, of course, Jungkook had his own life. He can be with anyone and he can choose his friend and he would be happy to loose if it's Jimin because you cannot find an amazing friend like Jimin and he is the proof of it.

With all the pain of loosing his loved ones, he didn't had the heart to have an argument when the later didn't knew about. So he shut him out of everyone. And he was happy with what he had with Jungkook, at least, he was still a friend to Jungkook, maybe not the best friend, his comfort place, how he used to say. But he resolve broke now after 2 years, when he found the letter boys had written to each other during Festa 2020. He was reading them and he was happy that they were worried about him and they loved him too much even after his stubbornness. But after he read Jungkook's letter, it broke his heart like it didn't matter. How could Jungkook ask him something like? Why now? The one who used to know that he was hiding something was now the last one to find out he was suffering. He didn't knew why but he left to see Jungkook. He should have stopped himself but it was too late when he barged in Jungkook's room and showed him the paper.

JK: Hyung!

TAE: Why you wrote it?

JK: Y-You seem to be so quiet these days, I was worried. But I am happy that you were enjoying.

Jungkook smiled at him but the very first time, it made Tae nauseous.

TAE: Why do you care? Why now?

JK: Hyung? Why are you saying this? I care for you, a lot.

TAE: Do you? Do you really Jungkook?

JK: W-Wh......

TAE: Tell me do you really Jungkook? Look me in the eye and tell me how I feel.

JK: H-Hyung, I don't know what you were saying.

TAE: (sighing) That's the thing Jungkooki..Jungkook.