Why not me | TaeKook

Chapter 6

"Okay I'm kissing you"Taehyung placed his lips over Jungkook's lips.
Jungkook's eyes widened in surprise.
Taehyung softly kissed Jungkook for two seconds and pulled back.

"Sorry"Said Taehyung and looked away. Jungkook was perplexed to the core.
"How much did you drank to do that Tae"Jungkook asked and he tried to turn Tae's head towards him but failed.

"Look at me Tae, why you did that? Why you kissed me? Did I said yes?"Finally Taehyung turned his head around and instead of looking Jungkook in the eye Tae started looking at his palms.

"You had time to say no Koo, you didn't say no either"and Tae was right. Jungkook had time to say no then why he let Taehyung kiss him. Why didn't he stopped him or pushed him.

"Don't do that ever again Tae. I know you're just drank and single as fuck. Just date someone, you've been single for so long"said Jungkook and anyone could tell he was little angry by his tone.

Taehyung didn't replied and stood up from his place. He walked to his cupboard and took out some clean clothes and went to change. Jungkook was watching him expecting him to at least explain something.

Taehyung was taking longer time than usual. Jungkook was waiting impatiently. He was fiddling his fingers and biting his lips.
When Taehyung came out Jungkook looked at him expecting him to say something.

"Stop staring at me Koo. I said I'm sorry already"No that didn't stop Jungkook from staring at Tae. Tae sat down on bed while Jungkook was sitting on a chair.
"It's been like two minutes Koo, don't stare at me. I said I'm sorry, and yes as you asked I won't do that ever again"Weather was cold and Jungkook was feeling heat running in his body.

"You still didn't answer my question Tae, why you did that?"Jungkook asked fanning himself with his hands.

"I don't know, maybe because I've been single for so long, maybe because I was too drunk, maybe because I was swayed for a moment. Stop asking me questions"said Tae and laid down.

"Okay, let's not talk about this. Are you still cold. You were all wet"Jungkook walked over to Tae and checked temperature of his forehead and then his neck using back of his own fingers.

"God you're still so cold Tae. At least wear something warm"Jungkook opened Taehyung's cupboard and bend down. He took out a blanket which was placed in the lowest section of cupboard and closed it.
He opened up the blanket and placed it over Taehyung.

Jungkook laid down beside Tae "I'm sleeping here"Jungkook was worried that Taehyung might get a cold or fever. He wanted to be there for Tae.
"No. You're not sleeping here"said Taehyung turning his back against Jungkook
"Why? I'm not going anywhere"Jungkook scooted closer to Taehyung and wrapped his arms around Tae like he usually do when he can't fall asleep.

"You need to stop doing that Koo, stop seducing me."Taehyung removed Jungkook's hand over him.
Jungkook turned his back towards Tae"I'm still sleeping here"said Jungkook.
"No you are not"Jungkook didn't argue "Call me if you need anything, and Good night Tae"

"Good night Koo"

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"Stop seducing me"it was morning but this sentance was all over Jungkook's  mind. He hardly slept for two hours and he kept thinking about all the things.

"I was swayed for a moment"He was still thinking about their conversation over and over.

It took him all night to organise his thoughts, to connect all the dots.

There was one thing he knew for sure that his roommate was falling for him.
That he can't afford love. He will ignore Taehyung if he had to. He will make himself worse so that Taehyung could move on.
But first of all he had to confirm his assumptions.