The Mafia Games|✔️

17. deep sleep

In all honestly, last night was nice. We had fun watching the movie and we had some good conversations about what happened yesterday and I learned about what happened on their trip.

They went to a warehouse and killed this guy after interrogating him about the stolen container and once they had to kill him because he knew what they were asking around about and if that got into the wrong hands that’s not good, so hence him getting a bullet to the brain.

Throughout the movie, I could hear distant grunts and hits coming from Enzo’s office. I kinda felt bad for the guy but I really didn’t cause he had me against the wall to the point where I had to bite his ear off. It was just an invasion of my space so he deserved it in the end.

At around 1:30 I heard one loud gunshot echo through the house that made me shoot out of my bed then I heard the office door open. Enzo killed the man. I might have thought that I had to fight again but that wasn’t the case when Enzo came into my room in the dark.

“I’m really sorry that I couldn’t help you, I know that you can handle yourself but for some reason, I felt like it was my fault that you had to bite his ear off. If I was here I could have kept you safe and I wasn’t so I’m sorry.” he softly said as sat on the end of my bed.

I could feel him rub my calf. It felt nice to know that this manly man was taking this sweet role with me. It made me feel special and it was comforting that he would do this and he wasn’t just this stone-cold killer that I thought he was in the beginning.

I sat up in bed kind of startling him but that didn’t stop me from leaning over to him and hugging him. He was stiff for a minute but he hugged me and he pulled back kinda fast but I didn’t expect him to stay hugging me for hours.

“It’s not your fault. I was the one who didn’t call you in the first place. I know that I should have but it didn’t matter. I have been taught to be able to do these things. I can kill a man and not feel it and that is not your fault so stop, putting that on your it won’t help you in any way.’’ I told him looking him in the eyes.

“I know it isn’t but you shouldn’t be able to kill someone and feel nothing. That isn’t good. You’re supposed to be a good person. You’re supposed to get a good job and grow old with a blonde boyfriend that you met in high school. You deserve that not killing 5 people in the span of two weeks.”

“But that’s not what I want. I want fun. I want something that isn’t like others because I know that if I’m going to live my life knowing that I have killed over 12 people that I’m not normal and nothing can change that.” I said looking down at my hands getting nervous telling me about this.

“What do you mean over 12 people?” he asked

“Well, the 5 guys that I have killed here and then the 7 others when I was looking for the guy who killed my parents. It was a long few months but finally, I got him and now he sits in a ditch where he should have been all along.” I coldly said not caring about where he was just that it was a bad place.

“Wow that’s something that I feel like I should have known about long ago but okay good for you I guess?” he laughed I just flopped back on the bed.

“Come on just go to sleep Baphomet knows you need it” I pulled the blanket back for him to get in. He just took off his shirt and laid down not saying a word.

I rolled over so I was laying with my head and hand on his chest. I could hear how fast his heart was beating. it seemed like he was just running a marathon. I rubbed circles on his stomach and instantly felt it speed up but slowed down in a few moments. Then I knew he was asleep and I closed my eyes and joined him in deep sleep.