Protecting My Seven Anpanman: The Sequel✔

C32:Little did you Know..I know

💡CHAPTER 32

Y/N'S POV

My eyes fluttered open as I blinked few times adjusting my vision, I was about to rub my eyes when noticed I can't move my left hand,

I looked down only to saw a figure, he got his head laid on the mattress facing the other way with his arm used as a pillow while his hand was connected onto mine

My right hand crawled to the side of the bed pulling the lever up adjusting my back as the half of the bed slowly goes up making me in a sitting position

My hand stayed connected onto his as I looked around, some of the boys are in deep sleep at the couch while the others are nowhere to be found

I shift my gaze back to the figure beside me, my right hand crawled up to caressed his soft silky hair couldn't help but to remember the old times where everytime he's cooking...

I used to fixed his hair into a little ponytail so strands of his hair won't block his vision and poke his eyes with his bangs as it got longer day by day

I insist for him to have a trim but he won't go for it..and his excuse? Well, so that he has a reason to come to me everytime before he cook just for me to tie up his hair then.....he would kiss me on the cheeks after that

I mean, he can do that by himself but he was just too convincing

Y/N:Jinnie-ah..

I muffled holding up my tears sniffing lowly as I didn't want to wake anyone up

Y/N:It's me..I'm back, will you be happy? Now that I'm back?

I paused still caressing his hair..

Y/N:Why?

I asked softly after a minute of silence

Y/N:Why do you have to push me away? Why do you have to say those words? Don't you care about how I feel anymore? My feelings? I thought..I thought we're feeling the same emotions towards each other

I muttered towards my sniffle

Y/N:But I guess not, after what I did..am I really stupid to risk my life for anyone of you? *sigh* Forget it, anyway..I see you've already found your girl, Jisoo

I stated sadly remembering him talking to her earlier here inside the room

EARLIER:

"Jagiya, wae? Are you done with your photoshoot?"

He asked as I heard muffled voices on the other line, here I am in the bed playing in deep sleep like a stupid person

Jin:Oh..really? No, I..I'll be right there wait up

He stated sounding a bit hesitantly as I felt his gaze on me

Jin:Ne, See you..love you, bye

He stated making my heart clenched before I heard him ending up the call

Just then, I heard the door opened followed by a familiar voice

Yoongi:What's wrong?

He paused, I didn't heard a reply from Jin so he continued

Yoongi:Lemme guess, your girlfriend--

He tried to speak but only to be interrupted by Jin sighing to the word

Jin:Jisoo already finished her photoshoot..and she wants me to drop her off to their dorm. Her today's schedule was finished and she--

This time Yoongi was the one who cutted Jin

Yoongi:She wants you to be there? Cuddle up till night?

Jin:*sigh* Yeah..

Yoongi:Then go now, I'm sure you too wants to be with your girlfriend rather than her--

Jin:Yoongi..

He stopped him with an stern voice as I can feel the tension between them

Yoongi:What?

Not too long till I heard the door opened then closed again assuming that Jin has left

BACK TO THE PRESENT

I noticed just now how he was still wearing the same clothes earlier

Y/N:Be happy with her, I can see how you feel towards her, how you're in love with her. Don't worry, you're free now SeokJin. You all are...from me. I want you all to enjoy your lives, you only live for ones and I want you all to be happy

I tried to smile as I leaned back finally letting my tears rolled down, chuckling to myself

Y/N:How pathetic I am to fall for you all..for my idols where I knew I couldn't stand a chance but still, pushing myself to be with you

_

Y/N:Don't worry, after the contract of working here..I won't bother to show up to all of you ever again. For now, I'll try my best to stay away from you all,

Closing my eyes, I smiled sadly trying to get back to sleep with tears still streaming down my temple

Little did I know, someone was listening the whole time...

3RD PERSON'S POV

The day has come where Y/n get discharged from the hospital. BigHit took the position to pay the bills as they insist,

Y/N:You don't have to--

Pd Nim:It's okay Y/n-ssi, actually we owe you alot since before and this isn't enough. We're just finding good time to pay you back

He didn't notice the words he said, he was pointing out what happened 5 years ago...the incident that happened at the boys' concert

Y/N:Pardon? Owe me? Owe me what?

The manager was taken aback and so was the boys whose currently in tensed behind their manager

Yoongi:Hyung means about you working with us, along with you fixing our outfits in time

He covered up, walking in front to your side. He was looking at you and instead you looked at him, you moved your gaze on the floor with a nod

Jimin:Y/n-ssi, let us drop you off to your hotel,

He insist and you can't help but to looked at him

Once you met his eyes, you immediately looked away as you knew that you won't last long before you burst out in tears remembering your memories with him in the past along with his voicemail..as a proof that they don't want you and you aren't good enough to be with them

Y/n:No it's okay, I'll just take a cab

With that you bowed at them taking your way to the exit. Gritting your teeth as you held up your tears

The boys couldn't help but to notice your sudden change of act towards them

Last time before the accident happened, after you fixed their outfits, you're soft and caring towards them

But now,You're distancing yourself from them

And..

Little do anyone know, one of them already knew what was going on and couldn't help but to felt down on how you just acted towards them now that your memories came back

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TBC