Protecting My Seven Anpanman: The Sequel✔

C54:Don't Want To Hurt You

💡CHAPTER 54

Y/N'S POV

I looked back at Jimin, guilt immediately filled me as I stepped back from him

Chaeyoung walked inside, practically standing in front of Jimin before a loud slap could be hear across the room

Rośe:I hate you Park Jimin

She gritted her teeth as she walked out of the room, wiping her tears harshly

I looked at Jimin who stayed his head low while looking at the direction where Chaeyoung had gone to earlier

Just then Taehyung and Jin barged into the room

Taehyung:Yah Jimin-ssi! What happened to Chaeyoung--?

He stopped as he entered the room seeing me with his best friend

Jin:Come on Tae, let's give them space

He sighed behind Taehyung pulling the younger out of the room with him

Y/n:Go..

I voiced out after Taehyung and Jin left the room. Jimin looked at me in disbelief as I just closed my eyes

Y/n:Go after her

Jimin:Y/n..

Y/n:You deserve her Park Jimin

Jimin:But--

Y/n:And she doesn't deserve to be hurt like this

I cutted him off as I opened my eyes

Jimin:I don't love her. The only person I'm in love with is in front of me right now. I love you and only you

I know.

But it's all in the past

How could you love me while suffering for 5 years at the same time?

It was all the guilt

You...loved me

He tried to walk to me but I only stepped back again while shaking my head

Y/n:She's the one you're in love with. You're just not accepting it feeling guilty for me. Open your heart for her Jimin..

I paused as a tear rolled on my cheek

Y/n:And let me go

Jimin shook his head rapidly as he cried out with his puffy eyes

Jimin:No, I can't

Y/n:You can

He ran to me, engulfing me with a hug as he buried his face on the crook of my neck

Jimin:Please Y/n..

I tried to push him away but he only tightened the hug

Y/n:Jimin..let me go

I said as calmly as I could tho I want to hug him back and stayed by his side, I can't and I shouldn't

I closed my eyes as I bit my lip,

I'm sorry

Before saying the words I never thought I would say to him

Y/n:You're just nothing to me that's why you don't deserve someone like me Jimin. I just saw you as my Co-Worker, a friend and nothing more, no feelings envolve

I said it straightly making it sound believable. I felt him slowly loosened up the hug as he stepped back

My heart clenched every word I said, and the pain increased seeing his broken figure staring at me in disbelief

Jimin:Y-you're ly--

Y/n:I meant it and...I'm in love with someone else

He scoffed bitterly as he stepped back, he slid down his back on the wall as he hugged his knees, burying his face on his arms

I turn around as I bit my lip harder trying to stop the tears uncontrollably streaming down my cheeks

I wiped my tears, exhaling as I turned back to him. He was still in his position as he spoke silently but able for me to hear

Jimin:Leave.

I thought I misheard him and wait for a sec but he didn't repeat what he said

I understand

I walked to the door before taking a last glance on him

Goodbye, Park Jimin

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I ran downstairs straightly to the main door sobbing as a voice tried to stop me

"Yah you okay?"

It was jin. I stopped just before I opened the door

Y/n:I'm leaving now to my hotel, thank you once again for your hospitality

I said struggling to keep my voice steady as I bowed without looking at them

Jin:Atleast eat your lunch

Y/n:Thank you but I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to join you..I remember I have things to sort of right before I take my leave next next week

Taehyung:Hey I'm sure it can wait, you have a plenty of time. Eating only takes for a minute, you have whole 2 weeks to do what you have to do

Y/n:I'm sorry

I walked outside but he caught my wrist, I didn't looked back. I don't want him to see my face in mess because of crying

Taehyung:Let me drop off. What if that bastard was still there roaming around that hotel waiting for you to come back? What if you got onto an accident on your way there? What if--

Y/n:It's fine, I will be fine. I can take care of myself Taehyung

I stated firmly enough of him. I just want to get out of here, away from anyone

I want to be alone

Taehyung:If you could take care of yourself, then why do you have to stress yourself? Why'd you gone to hospital? Why don't you listen to doctors? Why don't you listen to us when we just care about your health? Why do you--

Y/n:Stop.

He shut his mouth as I snapped at him with red, puffy and teary eyes

Y/n:Let me go.

I said sternly almost out of voice. Slowly, his hand left my wrist as I backed away from him

Y/n:Don't care for me anymore and as much as posible...stay away from me from now on, you'll only end up getting hurt. By me.

Taehyung:You wouldn't hurt me physically

Y/n:But I could hurt you mentally and it's up to you if you will hurt yourself physically

I paused as I stepped back from him. It was clear that he was taken aback of what I said as he stood there, looking down and letting my words sink in

I turn around as I continued

"Just like when my cousin told you I took my own life. You're as miserable as the others aren't you?"

With that, I left him without even looking back

I wish you would take my words seriously Taehyung

Stay away from me either way I have to shot you with words I did on Jimin

I don't even want to say those words to you..to any of you

But if I have to..I will, if that's the only thing I could do for you to stay stay from me

Hate me as you can. But I would still love all of you

A FORBIDDEN LOVE until I found my ETHEREAL LOVE

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TBC