Selfless Angel

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Pain,angered ,jealousy, confused and  sad are the emotions that overflowing over the boy as he thought about jungkook , taehyung and even hoseok,

First of all his literary confused about jungkook rejecting chaeyoung, Second his mad when the bunny boy itself think so low of him, third his very confused whether to help hoseok getting along throughout his own crush , fourth his jealous about them having fun without him , and lastly his sad because he felt like the world is against him ,

Jimin cried in agony sitting upon his bed , 'i am very kind to everyone yet why did i get such an horrible treatment?, all i wanted is to be happy living my life!, is this a curse for being gay?! ,i am so tired honestly , i always ended up hurting ! , i can bare it once,twice,and even thrice but not forever !"

"Cause......" he pause for a minute, he stands up and walk outside his balcony wanted to let his feelings out by singing ,

'I can hold my breath ~'

'I can fake a smile~'

'I can stay awake for days if that's what you want~'

'And be your number one~'

'I can fake a smile~'

'I can force a laugh~'

'I can dance and play the part if that's what you ask~'

'Give you all i am~'

'I can do it, i can do it~'

'But I'm only human....~'

'And i bleed when i fall down~'

'I'm only human, I'm crashing and break down ~'

'Your words in my head ,knives in my heart, you build me up but then i fall apart '

"Cause i-I'm only human-" he couldn't bare those emotions  that was given to him and it was making him suffocated ,

both of his knees are getting weak to the point he let himself kneel, just like how he let his guards down,

It was too much for a sensitive person like him, he only loves, forgives,and no hate but jungkook is right he was so selfless and  people even use it to take an advantage to him,

He stayed like that for a while but suddenly he heard his phone ringing that's why he immediately wipe his tears and take his phone answering the call,

"Jimin I'm begging you please help me"

"Why? What's wrong hoseok hyung?" He ask fixing his raspy voice for his hyung not to notice that he was crying ,

"I wanted to confess to your friend tomorrow asap but i don't know what to do , you know him more than me that's why i need you" hoseok spoke on the phone but jimin couldn't even say no and reject the offer ,

'Its no use if i denied him because if they belong to each other then be it, i can't just force taehyung to love me , I am their friend , i should help them cause just like they said that's ..... what friends are for ,' he thought and accept it with a sigh he ended the phone call and threw his phone away making the glass crack,

He lay back into his bed again and force himself to sleep.

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Morning day came jimin pick up his now broken glass phone and call hoseok while standing on the gate waiting for their target to arrive but not in a bad way though ,

"I'm already here , I'll text you if he will make his way there good luck , "

"Thank you jimin" the boy nodded even though the other wouldn't be able to see it that's why he face palm for being such an idiot ,

"Hi chim!" Taehyung spoke cheerfully ,

"O-oh i didn't see you saw you coming and You fucking startled me but forget about that hoseok wanted to see you in the picnic area like right now , go , go,go!"

"Uh- okay, okay"

"But wait!" He stopped taehyung by clutching into his jacket and he suddenly hug the boy tightly while the other one just put his large hands into his wait securely ,

"Before you go there, i just wanted to say that..... i love you so much my very own tiger"  he spoke almost tearing up , 

" i love you too my dearest friend "

"I know.... now g-go " he stuttered pushing taehyung softly looking down not wanting to let him see that he was crying , the other one didn't even notice it because he already rushed away thinking that something bad had happened to hoseok,

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<time skip>

Jimin watched the two of them kissing , he felt so happy yet hurting at the same time , he felt like his heart is slowly breaking apart by the scene ,

The boy was standing alone in the rooftop witnessing everything , like how they cried and hug each other tight ,

"A selfless angel indeed" jungkook suddenly spoke besides him making the other one startled ,

he offering his own handkerchief , but the other one was hesitating whether to accept it or not and taller notice it that's why he grab his hand and make him hold it ,

"It doesn't have any virus so its safe "

"No its not like that, let me ask you one thing, why are you here ?, i thought you don't trust me?"

"it's a two question " he complained leaning his back against the wall that only reach thru his upper waist, 

"It doesn't matter just answer it" he commended while the other one just sigh and nodded his head

" to be honest i wanted to apologized for being insensitive and for hurting you , i didn't meant to be like that though, i am just making sure that i don't wanted to get betrayed again jimin and now that i realized  , you are far from him,  no one can be like you...." he pauses for a minute and look down at the floor ,

"Your way too beautiful, smart ,sensitive ,humble ,kind and even selfless thats why i wanted to open up to you and be your friend..." 

without the petite boy even realizing all of his toxic emotions vanished away as if its not even there , he felt so overwhelmed and honored , he cried again but this time it was because of joy,

"Thank you Mr.jeon-"

"Jungkook.... its jeon jungkook" he said cutting the boy ,

"Thank you.....jungkook" he continued hugging him making the other one taken aback but unlike before he slowly put his both hand into the latter's slim waist and feel the hug ,

"I hate hugs"

"I know that , but right now I'm pretty sure your feeling it because literary both of your hands are on my waist so stop complaining and just embrace me jungkookie"  the latter was chuckling of the new nickname he got ,

"Okay fine"

And Just by hugging the Both of them suddenly feel a sparkling sensation within them , but they shrug it off without knowing that they are slowly falling in love with each other just by a sincere and overwhelming hug.

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Author :

I can't believe a lazy author like me can wrote a 1k+ words just be on a one chapter HAHAHAHAHAHA btw see you in the next chapter and in my heart too ;)

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