The Playboy's Wicked Revenge

33: The Guilt

Sorry for the mistakes.

Xander's Pov

Fuck, what is happening? I don't give a damn about anyone, its not the first time I have crushed someone, then why the hell I'm feeling guilty.

I don't want to feel anything, but still my mind is reminding all the evil deeds I did.

The fuck is happening?

I always thought that Sia is the girl but I was wrong, so wrong. I never thought or care to learn all the things in details. I was so blind in my revenge that I forgot what I'm doing?

I don't know what I'm feeling, there are so many emotions mixed up with each other. I haven't realised till yesterday that how much of an evil person I'm?

She loved me with her everything, I remember how she use to pamper me like I'm her whole world, how she use to kiss my forehead every night before sleeping, how she get happy in small things.

What am I even thinking?

I ruined her completely for that sick revenge of mine. I took her innocent and pure soul and left her with nothing.

Now she don't laugh, forget about laughing she don't even smile.

I can't even say sorry, heck how can I say sorry? My sorry won't make any difference to her and what she has gone through

How will I make all this correct?

Till yesterday, I didn't realise that how much I need her in my life.
I didn't went to my penthouse since we came back from India,

My head is so heavy with all the information I've got, I can't describe in words that how I'm feeling.

The car honk brings me out of my thoughts and I looked around to see that people were clicking pictures of mine.

Fortunately, I was near to Kyle's house which helps me escaping from the paparazzi.

Entering into Kyle's house, I found no one in the living area, however I heard some voices from the kitchen.

Straight way entering into the Kitchen, I saw Kyle having sex with some girl on the kitchen counter.

" Kyle " I said and both of them stopped what they are doing
" X? " He asked raising his brows and then turned back to the girl

I nodded

" Leave, I'll call you later " Kyle said to the girl who looked frustrated

" But let-" she tried to speak but got interrupted

" Didn't you heard what I said " Kyle said sternly

" X, Lemme just put on some trouser" Kyle said while I came back in the living area and started pacing around

" What did you fucked up? " Kyle asked directly

He knows me way too well!

" I-I I've...." I tried to say but words were just not coming out

" Seems like your wife do have an affect on you, you're fumbling like her" Kyle said

On the mention of wife, I looked up to see Kyle and before I could say another word

" X, did you killed Sia? " He asked seriously
" I told you, I told you that its enough but you didn't listen. See now what we are gonna do, Man " he further added

" It wasn't her " I said looking down
" Huh? What are you saying? " He asked confusedly

I told him whatever happened in India, he was shocked and then looked towards me